friction
of his thumb against my tiny bundle of nerves drove me mad with desire.
“Now you can come. Come for me, Mia.”
“Oh God!” I screamed, rocking my hips back and forth into
his magical fingers as the sensations built.
“Tomorrow I’m going to be fucking this sweet, tight ass.”
Imagining him plowing me with his thick dick sent me over
the edge. Sensations zoomed through me as the orgasm thundered and pulsed
inside me until my whole body shook. I couldn’t have remained still even if I’d
tried. I yelled his name again and again. Lex had unhinged me and given me
another immense climax. I didn’t know if I could ever stand to be without his
touch again.
Jan
5th
Diary, I’m afraid that I’m falling fast for Lex. And though
I’d like to think he’s falling for me as well, I have to face some hard facts.
Sure, he’s the most awesome lover I’ve ever had, but I
question whether a man like him is even capable of truly loving someone. And I
certainly have to wonder why he would choose me. If I’m not very careful, my
heart is going to rip in two when he moves from me on to his next student of
BDSM.
I’m staring at his text right now, trembling. Another set of
instructions. I wish I could refuse him, but I just can’t.
I’m to shave my legs and pussy again. Vivian is to drop off
another outfit for me later. He’s going to fuck my ass tonight, and that scares
me some. His finger stretching me there was one thing, but his dick...? I doubt
I’d be able to wrap my fingers around its thickness.
Am I being foolish continuing down this path when I know
it’s going to end badly? Of course I am, but I can’t help myself. Lex has made
me feel beautiful and sexy. He provides me with something I’ve been
unconsciously yearning for. I didn’t really know what I wanted before I heard
his low rumble barking orders to me. When I’m with him, everything makes sense.
It’s like he’s able to take me to a place with no worry, and he does it by
pushing me and pushing me until my fears melt away. This clearly is akin to the
trust bond that I’ve read so much about. I do trust Lex. I guess it has
something to do with him taking the weight off my shoulders and seeing to my
needs in a way no one has ever done before.
Damn it, I should text him back that I’m done and end it
with my safe word. That’s the sensible thing to do.
But the truth is, I’m scared. I’m scared to go forward. And
I’m even more terrified to take a step back.
****
The worry I wrote about earlier is still inside me, but
muted. Though my time with him might only last a little bit longer, I plan on
taking whatever he offers. Right or wrong, I want to be with him, really with
him, any chance I get. At least he’s agreed to let me interview him. That’s my
only chance to really talk to him about how I’m feeling. But I’m jumping ahead,
diary. Back to what happened tonight. It was incredible.
I started out the day scared, but something about his texts
calmed and relaxed me. Plus, I loved the outfit he chose for me. It was a
naughty-schoolgirl outfit with a plaid scarf, plaid skirt, and even a plaid
bra. The white oxford shirt gaped a bit due to my large breasts, but I think he
knew it would, which thrilled me.
At least, that was what I told myself as I sat in the
backseat of the limo fidgeting. Once again, the chauffeur drove through the
gates and parked by the side of the club. We waited for at least thirty
minutes, but Lex hadn’t arrived. I wondered if he had changed his mind about
me. What if the dream of the past few nights had come to an abrupt end? Had he
moved on to another? Looking down at my cell and his last instruction, I choked
back a tear.
A knock on the glass startled me, and I looked up. The knocker
wasn’t Lex. Standing on the other side of the window stood Dr. Vickers. My jaw
dropped when I noticed what she was wearing—a latex, lace-up teddy that left
little to the imagination.
of his thumb against my tiny bundle of nerves drove me mad with desire.
“Now you can come. Come for me, Mia.”
“Oh God!” I screamed, rocking my hips back and forth into
his magical fingers as the sensations built.
“Tomorrow I’m going to be fucking this sweet, tight ass.”
Imagining him plowing me with his thick dick sent me over
the edge. Sensations zoomed through me as the orgasm thundered and pulsed
inside me until my whole body shook. I couldn’t have remained still even if I’d
tried. I yelled his name again and again. Lex had unhinged me and given me
another immense climax. I didn’t know if I could ever stand to be without his
touch again.
Jan
5th
Diary, I’m afraid that I’m falling fast for Lex. And though
I’d like to think he’s falling for me as well, I have to face some hard facts.
Sure, he’s the most awesome lover I’ve ever had, but I
question whether a man like him is even capable of truly loving someone. And I
certainly have to wonder why he would choose me. If I’m not very careful, my
heart is going to rip in two when he moves from me on to his next student of
BDSM.
I’m staring at his text right now, trembling. Another set of
instructions. I wish I could refuse him, but I just can’t.
I’m to shave my legs and pussy again. Vivian is to drop off
another outfit for me later. He’s going to fuck my ass tonight, and that scares
me some. His finger stretching me there was one thing, but his dick...? I doubt
I’d be able to wrap my fingers around its thickness.
Am I being foolish continuing down this path when I know
it’s going to end badly? Of course I am, but I can’t help myself. Lex has made
me feel beautiful and sexy. He provides me with something I’ve been
unconsciously yearning for. I didn’t really know what I wanted before I heard
his low rumble barking orders to me. When I’m with him, everything makes sense.
It’s like he’s able to take me to a place with no worry, and he does it by
pushing me and pushing me until my fears melt away. This clearly is akin to the
trust bond that I’ve read so much about. I do trust Lex. I guess it has
something to do with him taking the weight off my shoulders and seeing to my
needs in a way no one has ever done before.
Damn it, I should text him back that I’m done and end it
with my safe word. That’s the sensible thing to do.
But the truth is, I’m scared. I’m scared to go forward. And
I’m even more terrified to take a step back.
****
The worry I wrote about earlier is still inside me, but
muted. Though my time with him might only last a little bit longer, I plan on
taking whatever he offers. Right or wrong, I want to be with him, really with
him, any chance I get. At least he’s agreed to let me interview him. That’s my
only chance to really talk to him about how I’m feeling. But I’m jumping ahead,
diary. Back to what happened tonight. It was incredible.
I started out the day scared, but something about his texts
calmed and relaxed me. Plus, I loved the outfit he chose for me. It was a
naughty-schoolgirl outfit with a plaid scarf, plaid skirt, and even a plaid
bra. The white oxford shirt gaped a bit due to my large breasts, but I think he
knew it would, which thrilled me.
At least, that was what I told myself as I sat in the
backseat of the limo fidgeting. Once again, the chauffeur drove through the
gates and parked by the side of the club. We waited for at least thirty
minutes, but Lex hadn’t arrived. I wondered if he had changed his mind about
me. What if the dream of the past few nights had come to an abrupt end? Had he
moved on to another? Looking down at my cell and his last instruction, I choked
back a tear.
A knock on the glass startled me, and I looked up. The knocker
wasn’t Lex. Standing on the other side of the window stood Dr. Vickers. My jaw
dropped when I noticed what she was wearing—a latex, lace-up teddy that left
little to the imagination.
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