It could be that she was tense because she was on strange ground. Perhaps she was simply exhausted and would feel much more like herself tomorrow. More likely she was worried because she didnât know how her children were going to react when she told them what she had done. In some ways, her choice would have more impact on them than her.
Giving up all hope of figuring out what was bothering her, she was about to get up when she heard a knock on the door and Salty came in.
âI saw Walter leave. Do you want to join the rest of us?â
She would have preferred to be alone so she could clear away some of the fog in her mind. âAre you sure the men wouldnât prefer their own company?â
Salty smiled in a way that caused a flutter in her chest. âWe have more than enough of our own company. Visitors are always welcome, especially when theyâre as pretty as you. Since weâve never had a visitor like you, that makes you really special.â
No one had ever told Sarah she was special. It was a concept she had difficulty absorbing. Was she special only because she was a female and reasonably attractive? Probably, but she intended to enjoy the feeling. It wouldnât last long.
âWhat do you do in the evening?â Sarah asked Salty.
âSometimes we talk about things we did during the day or ranch business in general, but mostly we listen to the twins tease Zac. Itâll be a real treat to listen to someone else.â
Sarah felt something akin to panic. She had nothing to say that could interest a man like George Randolph. Zac and Tyler probably knew more about running a ranch than she did. Neither her father nor her husband had ever wanted her opinion. Everything she knew had been learned by trial and error or by picking the brains of hired men who made no attempt to hide their disgust at her ignorance.
âIâm sure they donât want to listen to me.â
âThatâs where youâre wrong. Ellen and Jared have made everyone curious to know more about you.â
What could her children have been saying? Sheâd always cautioned them to be careful what they said around strangers, but they had virtually no experience with strangers, especially not a woman like Rose who treated both of them as normal children and fed them doughnuts. Theyâd never been around a spirited child like Zac, a charming boy who was bubbling over with enjoyment of life. He made everyone laugh and want to join in the fun. You wanted to throw off all restraints because Zac had none and was having more fun than you had ever thought was possible.
âThereâs nothing interesting about me,â she said.
âHow often do you have women showing up at your ranch wanting to hire a man to marry her?â
She wouldnât have put it quite that way, but she could see his point. âThat makes me unusual, not interesting.â
âMaâam, anything unusual is interesting. Now are you going to join us?â
More than ever she wanted to be by herself, but apparently she was to be the nightâs entertainment. âOnly if you promise not to expose my ignorance.â
She couldnât quite make up her mind what she thought of Saltyâs expression. It could have been a mixture of surprise, amusement, and disappointment that she would think so badly of him. Deciphering the expressions of people she didnât know was a guessing game that was liable to put her in the wrong more often than not.
âIf we donât hurry, Rose is going to send somebody after us. If weâre lucky, it will be Tyler. He hardly ever talks. If we arenât, it will be Monty. He makes up stuff just for the fun of it.â
âCome sit by me,â Rose said when Sarah entered the room. âEverybody has joined forces against me.â
âShe says she hates cows and doesnât think much of horses,â Ellen said to her mother. âAnd she has a whole ranch full of
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