up in the sky. I donât even know what Cygnus looks like. Iâll never find it just standing here.
Chilko sneezes beside me.
A piece of the puzzle just dropped out of the sky but I have no idea where to go from here. I wish I could remember. âLetâs go,â I mutter. âThis is stupid.â
We walk two more blocks along Cygnet Street but nothing gets more familiar. I get grumpier. How am I ever going to find anything like this? My eyes feel sandy. Itâs 2:15. At the next intersection, I turn left, then left again. Chilko follows silently. By the time we get back to my neighbourhood, Iâm counting the steps to my computer. Research. I canât walk the whole city at this pace. I need a map. And my dadâs star chart. He never would have thought Iâd use it for anything, especially not this.
A block from where we met, Chilko crosses the road.
âWhere are you going?â I ask, but then itâs obvious. Heâs going home. Wherever that is. We meet, we roam, we go home. Heâs my partner. I give him a wave and watch him slip around the corner. For a moment I want to run after him. Heâs so much smarter than me â knows how to travel, how to take care of himself. Doesnât get worried or scared. Just lives.
Chapter 5
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hey j, youâre having some crazy nights, sounds like. kinda wish it had happened when i was still there. i donât really get what you mean about the stars â isnât the northern cross a medal they give soldiers? iâm going out to skate with this guy i met next door. youâd like him. heâs from Germany. ttyl
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Iâm in another boring social studies class trying to focus on the teacherâs droning voice when I look over and Dadâs sitting at the desk beside me. Heâs all hunched over as if heâs writing a note. It looks so ridiculous, I laugh. No one else looks up
. Dad,
I say
. What are you doing here?
He glances at me, hiding whatever heâs writing with his arm
. Hey, Jakob. Thought Iâd try school again,
he says. Heâs not doing a great job of it if heâs already goofing off in class, but I donât have time to tell him this. Someone taps me on the back of the head. I almost jump out of my seat when I see my mom sitting behind me
. Hi, sweetheart,
she says
. Having a good day?
I look back to see the teacher motioning me to the front of the class, a stern look on his face. As I take the ten stepsto the board, it turns into an open window looking onto a dark street â here we go again. I donât even look back to see if my parents are still sitting in the class. I just climb through the window and hit the ground running. Nothing seems familiar â until I see a street sign with no words, just a picture of a swan. Thatâs new. I run past it and far off, a siren sounds. Not a police car, an ambulance, more than one. The heartbeat of the car fills my ears and my chest is tight. I turn in circles trying to find the right way. I look so hard I wake myself up
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Bumps and thuds echo from the kitchen: 8:54.
âMorning,â Aunt Laura says as I emerge, dressed and yawning. I must look like I thought it was a school day, but really I didnât want to sit in sweaty pyjamas for breakfast.
âSo todayâs the day,â she says, putting toast onto a plate.
âFor what?â I ask.
âLibby. Your new friend?â
âSheâs not my friend.â
âRight. Sheâs your summer buddy.â Aunt Laura hands me the jam.
âGod, stop it. Sheâs nothing, okay?â
âBut youâre doing it.â
âDoing what? You make it sound so weird.â
She sighs, hands me a knife as I stick my finger into the jam. âYouâre looking after Libby. Like you promised Soleil.â
âWhatever.â I spread too much jam on my toast, the way I like it. âItâs temporary. Soleil said until she found
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