Once a Ferrara Wife... by Sarah Morgan Page B

shimmer of light from a passing yacht.
    She’d been stupid, she realised, to think that her friendship with Dani could endure, given what she’d done.
    Desperately she struggled to control herself, aware that her chest was growing tighter and doing everything she could to breathe slowly and keep herself calm.
    She didn’t know how long she sat there staring through a mist of tears, but she knew when she was no longer alone.
    Infuriated that he didn’t have the sensitivity to leave her alone, she tensed her shoulders. ‘Go back to the party, Cristiano. We have nothing more to talk about.’ The moon sent a shaft of light over the sea, illuminating the hard, masculine features.
    ‘I want to talk about the baby.’
    So he’d been saving the worst for last. ‘I don’t.’
    ‘I know, and that’s why we’re in this mess. Because you refused to talk about it.’
    The injustice of it knocked the last of the breath from her lungs.
    Even now, broaching this most delicate of topics, his body language had all the subtlety of one of the many invaders who had plundered Sicily for two thousand years of its colourful history.
    His legs were planted firmly apart, one hand in his pocket, indifferent to the effects of the sand on the sheen of his designer shoes. Laurel recognised the stance. This was Cristiano troubleshooting, those broad shoulders set for battle and those charcoal eyes narrowed to two dangerous slits as he assessed the opposition and realigned his strategy.
    He was six foot two of furiously angry Sicilian male, ready to fight until victory was his.
    And even as part of her loathed that side of him, another part admired that strength and focus.
    Telling herself that raw masculinity was just not attractive, she gritted her teeth.
    Kill it right now, Laurel.
Those tiny, dangerous shoots of desire needed to be culled before they spread and threatened to choke common sense.
    ‘You want to talk about the baby? Fine—let’s talk. I was ten weeks pregnant. I had abdominal cramps. You were away on business. I called you, but you decided it would be fine to carry on with your business trip. You made your decision. Things became worse. I called you again but you’d switched your phone off. You couldn’t have been clearer about your priorities. There’s nothing more to be said on the subject.’ The idyllic setting did nothing to dilute the tension that throbbed between them.
    ‘You are twisting the facts. I called the doctor. I spoke to him and he assured me that with a few days’ rest you would be all right. No one expected you to lose the baby.’
    She’d
expected to lose the baby. From the first cramp she’d known with a woman’s instinct that something was badly wrong. ‘Then that’s you off the hook.’
    ‘Accidenti,
why do you refuse to discuss it?’
    ‘Because this is not a discussion. Just another monologue where you tell me how I should be feeling. You want me to tell you that it was all my fault, that I behaved unreasonably, but I’m not going to do that because I didn’t. You are the one who behaved unreasonably.’ The rhythm of her breathing was unsteady. ‘No, not unreasonably—that isn’t the word. You were cruel, Cristiano. Cruel.’
    ‘Basta!
Enough.’ His voice thickened around the word. ‘You make it sound as if this was a straightforward decision but my role in this company comes with huge responsibilities. The decisions that I make affect thousands. And sometimes those decisions are difficult.’
    ‘And sometimes they’re just plain wrong. Admit it.’
    He exhaled and swore simultaneously, exasperation and frustration etched in the perfect symmetry of his face. ‘Of course, with hindsight, I admit I may have made the wrong decision that day.’
    It was the closest he’d ever come to an apology but it made no difference to the raw pain inside her. Swept along in an avalanche of emotions, she forgot her promise to herself not to revisit the past. ‘It shouldn’t require