Once We Were by Kat Zhang Page A

forged for us. But it stuck in our throat. We didn’t want to introduce ourself with somebody else’s name.
    “It’s all right.” Sabine smiled. “We know who you are.”
    They might know our names, but how could they know if Addie was in control right now or me? How could they know if the boy next to us was Devon or Ryan?
    “Jackson said you guys have gone down to the beach already?” Cordelia asked as she let go of Jackson. He rolled his eyes at her and ran his hand through his shaggy hair, trying to get it to lie down flat again.
    Addie shrugged. “Only once.”
    “But not at night?”
    “No.”
    Cordelia threw out her arms, as if trying to capture and express the sight of the ocean after dark. “It’s beautiful. We should go right now.”
    “It’s a little far to walk,” Sabine said. She caught Cordelia’s drink as it almost tipped off the table. “And a little late to take a bus.”
    Cordelia laughed. “Okay, okay. The voice of reason reigns. We’ll go straight to the shop, then.”
    “The shop?” Addie asked.
    “Sabine and I recently opened a photography shop a few streets down,” Cordelia said. “We hang out there sometimes.”
    
Addie said.
    I wouldn’t have guessed either Cordelia or Sabine was over twenty, if that. But such was the magic of a forged identity. Perhaps they’d convinced Emalia to fudge a date or two, give them years they’d never actually lived.
    “Did you guys want to order something before we left?” Sabine asked as the others picked up their things, clearing the table. “They’ve got—” I caught the moment she realized neither Devon nor I had any money. How could we? “Here.” She took Addie gently by the arm and led us toward the counter. “You’ve got to try their milkshakes.”
    “It’s all right,” Addie protested. “I don’t—”
    The man behind the counter straightened as we approached, setting aside his book.
    “No arguing, okay?” Sabine smiled. “I’m sorry I never properly welcomed you guys to Anchoit when you first arrived. Two milkshakes, please,” she said to the cashier. Then to Addie, “What flavors? Do you know what your boyfriend likes?”
    Addie went cold next to me. “He’s not my boyfriend.” Our voice was barely above a whisper, but the cashier heard, anyway. He tried to look as if he hadn’t.
    Sabine wore embarrassment like an ill-fitting coat. “Sorry,” she said with forced lightness, and I could feel Addie trying to look blasé about it, too. We couldn’t attract attention.
    “Chocolate,” Addie said. “Both of us. Please.”
    The cashier nodded and called the order to whoever was in the kitchen.
    “Sorry about that,” Sabine murmured again while the man was out of earshot. “I shouldn’t have assumed.”
    “It’s all right,” Addie said. It wasn’t. Not really. I could tell.
    Neither of them spoke again until after the cashier came back with the milkshakes. Sabine paid, brushing aside Addie’s thanks.
    “Just let me know if you ever need anything, okay?” she said as we headed for the exit. The others had already gone outside, laughing in the darkness. Devon stood a little apart from the rest.
    The milkshake was rich and sweet and cold. Addie shivered as we stepped outdoors, but smiled. “I will.”
    Devon accepted his drink without comment, though he nodded at Sabine in what passed for his version of thanks. Jackson slipped between the two of us as we headed down the street. “Did you guys have any trouble getting here?”
    “No.” It was the first thing Devon had said all night. “Do you all live in the area?”
    
Addie said.

    I laughed. I didn’t tell her this wasn’t Devon making small talk at all. This was Devon investigating, questioning, studying. There was a light in his eyes that I recognized; Ryan had worn that same look when he took apart Emalia’s camcorder to figure out what was broken.
    I never knew what to make of