to him and pressed his lips to her palm.
âI know,â she said, barely audibly. âItâs over. Just breathe.â
âIt sounds easy.â He closed his hand around hers and smiled sadly. âI know.â
Chapter Four
C elia sat on the front step watching each little vehicle as it appeared on the hill half a mile away and slid down the highway. Watching traffic was relaxing when Mark was home. Passing cars were few and far between on their remote highwayâa welcome change from their apartment overlooking a busy street in Des Moinesâand Celia had made up several guessing games for them to play on summer evenings. Mark loved anything with paws, hooves, wheels or wings, and Celia loved anything that made Mark happy.
Markâs father was not one of those things, and watching for his delivery truck was not relaxing.
A house full of silence had her back. She wouldtake Mark from Gregâs clutches, thank him very much, go inside and close the door. Still quiet but not utterly silent, the house would surround them and keep him out for two blessed weeks. She loved her new house. It was only new to Celiaâcertainly nothing fancyâbut the walls were solid and the doors had locks. And it was hers . The mortgage was in her name. Sheâd bought the house and forty-two acres of grass land in an estate auction, and sheâd spent the past six months struggling to fix the place up.
Celia took off her gardening gloves, laid them beside the clay pot sheâd just filled with mums and rubbed her hands together. One palm felt warmer than the other. She turned it up, imagined a lip imprint and smiled to herself. It was one of many places sheâd never been kissed, and sheâd been deeply touched by the gesture. Prickles-in-the-throat touched. Butterflies-deep-in-the-belly touched. Cougar was anything but a cool cat. He was warm and sensitive, a little mysterious, a lot attractive, a surprise at every turn.
She would see him tonight at the powwow grounds. Just thinking about it made her feel like a teenager.
But waiting for Greg made her feel anxious and worn out at the same time. Their marriage had been over before Markâs accident. Heâd never taken much interest in Mark even though he liked to say he was looking forward to riding bikes with his son or playing ball or having some real conversation. As soon as Mark got over being a baby, they were going to be great buddies. Markâs milestones passed without Gregâs notice, while Celiaâs every move was closely monitored. Who was that on the phone? Why was she showing off her boobs in that dress? What was she really doing when she said she was taking the baby to the park? Celia signed them up for counseling, but the handwriting was on the wall.
The accident made it official. Celia had done the unthinkable. Sheâd dropped the ball. God only knew what she was doing when she was supposed to be watching, but Mark was broken beyond repair. Now it was one surgery after another, more doctors, more treatment plans, more sleepless nights. Greg had no stomach for âmedical stuff,â and he had all but taken his leave. He cut his visitations or skipped out on them altogether. But that was before the âknow your rightsâ guy had stepped in.
The sight of the bread truck sent dour memories packing. As soon as the truck stopped, Mark was out the door and in her arms.
Greg strolled up behind him. âWe didnât get to the Reptile Gardens, but we did some other stuff. We hit Mickey Dâs a couple of times.â He ruffled Markâs hair. âDidnât we, son? Golden arches?â He whistled as his hand dove over an air arch. âThey had a playground. Good times, huh?â
âI missed you, Markie-B. You had fun?â Celiatouched his chin, and he turned to her with a smile. âYou and your dad had fun?â
âAre you hoping heâll say no? â
âIâm hoping
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