awkwardlyover the dishes piled in the sink. Then, cradling the mug in both hands, she went out of the kitchen, down the hall past the ticking meter, and up the stairs to the landing. All the doors were open on the landing, revealing piles of clothes on the floors, and rumpled beds and the plastic carrier bags of nameless things that the children carried about with them. In the bathroom, the lavatory seat was up, and there were lumps of damp towel by the bath and the rickety shower curtain had come down, halfway along, drooping in stiff, stained, plastic folds.
Nadine went around the landing, and closed all the doors. What she couldnât see, she might not think about. Then she stooped down, and holding her mug of coffee carefully so as not to spill it, crawled into Roryâs tunnel of duvets under the eaves and buried herself there.
âWeâve been waiting nearly an hour,â Becky said. She climbed into the front seat beside Nadine. In the driving mirror, Nadine saw Rory slide in next to Clare, his face shuttered as it always was when he didnât want anyone to interfere with him, ask him things.
âIâm sorry,â Nadine said, âI went to sleep. I didnât sleep much last night, and I went to sleep this morning, by mistake. For too long.â
She glanced in the driving mirror. Clare was yawning. Her hair, which she had wanted cut in a bob, needed washing, and fronds of it stuck out here and there, giving her a neglected look.
âIâm sorry,â Nadine said again. âReally. I was just so tired.â She put the car into reverse. âHad a good day?â
The children said nothing. Nadine gave them, as she turned the car, a quick glance. They werenât sulking, she could see that. They just didnât know how to reply to her in a way that was both truthful and wouldnât upset her. The car was moving forward again. Nadine gave Beckyâs nearest thigh a quick squeeze.
âHungry?â
âYou bet,â Becky said.
âWeâll stop at the village shop,â Nadine said. âI found a fiver. Weâll buy potatoes and eggs and have a bit of a fry up. Egg and chips. What about that? Egg and chips.â
There was a pause. Rory was gazing out of the window and Becky was staring at her chipped nail polish. Then Clare said, âWe had egg and chips for lunch. At school.â
Chapter Four
Dale Carver parked her car with great competence in a space hardly bigger than its length, almost underneath the first-floor windows of her brotherâs flat. She fixed the steering-wheel lock, got out, pulled the back window screen over the car stock she carried all the time as a publisherâs travelling rep, and locked the car. She glanced up. The curtains were pulled across the windows of Lucasâs sitting room and there were lights on inside. At least he was home. Heâd said heâd try and be home by seven, but that so many people at the local radio station where he worked had flu, he might have to stay late and cover for someone. Or maybe the lights meant that Amy was there. Amy was Lucasâs fiancée. She was the head make-up girl for the nearest television station and they had met in the course of their work. Dale knew that her father, Tom, while liking Amy â âSweet,â heâd say. âVery nice. Sweetâ â felt that Lucasâs choice of future wife was, to put it mildly, unadventurous.
Holding a bottle of New Zealand Sauvignon Blanc and the proof copy of a new American novel for Lucas â Dalefound she couldnât help giving him these slightly intellectual presents in front of Amy â Dale climbed the front steps of the house and rang the middle bell. There was a crackle, and then Lucasâs voice said, âDale?â
âHi.â
âCome right up.â
âTen seconds,â Dale said.
It was a game between them, to see how fast she could race along the hall â it depended
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