thanks.â He touched his hat, then went up the stairs, leaving Abe alone on the street.
He was still there when Lucille was brought down and loaded into the ambulance. Her body seemed infinitely small beneath the sheet, far too small to have contained the heavy life sheâd lived, the huge obstacles sheâd overcome just to get this far. It wasnât that sheâd killed herself that struck Abe as particularly sad, but that sheâd had to fight that urge for so long, and in that protracted struggle lost what small amount of happiness she might otherwise have grasped.
Once the ambulance pulled away, Abe walked back up the stairs and into the apartment. The super was there, looking around, as if already calculating the trouble this would cause him.
âShe have any relatives?â he asked.
Abe shook his head.
âSo, what you want I should do? With her stuff, I mean.â
âIâll have it picked up.â
The super looked relieved that clearing the apartment would fall to othersâ hands. âNo rush. I mean, sheâs paid up through the end of the month.â
The super left, but Abe lingered a few more minutes in her room. He was not sure why, save that some part of him simply hated letting things go. Heâd hated to admit that Mavis had actually gone. Hell, he realized, heâd even felt the same about that fucking cat sheâd left him with, Pookie, whoâd died on him three weeks later.
He headed down the stairs and out onto the street, where he stood absently, his eyes cast upward into the misty sky, and tried to make himself believe that there might really be someplace toward which Lucilleâs unburdened soul was now ascending, its slender wings beating softly to the ballad sheâd always used to close her set, âBird Alone.â
TONY
âShe was acting strange the last few days,â Tony said.
His father shrugged. âShe was always a fruitcake.â
Tony took the wedge of orange from the rim of the glass, squeezed it, then dropped it into his glass.
âWhat the fuck you drinking?â his father asked.
âScotch sour.â
âThatâs a pussy drink, Tony,â the Old Man said. âScotch sour. Jesus Christ. You go in a real bar and order something like that, they take you out back and stomp the shit out of you.â
Tony shrugged. âAnyway, she just left, thatâs all. Out of the blue.â
Labriola scowled. âOut of the blue means another guy, right?â
âI donât think so,â Tony answered weakly.
âYou donât think so?â the Old Man barked. âWhat are you, Tony? Stupid? That fucking bitch run out on you.â
âI donât know, Dad, Saraâs not theââ
âNot the what?â
âI just donât think she would haveââ
âWould have what?â
âWould have . . . you know . . .â
âFucked around on you?â
âYeah.â
âOkay, Tony, so whereâs her car? You said it was sitting in the driveway, right?â
âYeah.â
âSo, your theory is, she leaves but she donât take the car? So what do you think, sheâs on foot? Walking to where? California? Jesus, Tony, think!â The Old Man slapped him lightly on the side of the head. âThink about it! This bitch ainât on foot or thumbing a ride. Or maybe you figure sheâs in some big fucking balloon. Floating in the air.â His laugh was clanking brass. âFace it, Tony. She run off with some guy.â
âI donât know what to think, Dad.â
âHow about money? She take any money?â
âI donât know,â Tony answered weakly.
âYou donât know? You ainât checked the accounts?â
âNo.â
âJesus,â the Old Man muttered. âYour wife takes a hike and you donât check the fucking accounts.â
âI didnât think of it, Dad. I been . . . you
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