ended, we were just lying there together.
I'd never been happier in my life than I'd been these past couple days. I wanted to take the leap with Carter and I wanted to tell him that I wanted to be with him. The way he was rubbing me and holding me sent a chill through my whole body. I was starting to feel an ache in between my legs, and had to squeeze them together to help relieve it.
I needed Carter and I trusted him. I wasn't ready to have sex, but there was no reason we couldn't do other stuff, right?
I sat up and looked at him. He was so gorgeous. I leaned in to kiss him and he seemed surprised at first. Within seconds, he was kissing me back and running his hands up and down my sides. I needed him to touch me. I'd never wanted to be close with a guy before. Everything was different with Carter, though. I pulled back and looked at him. "I want you to touch me, Carter." The look on his face was priceless.
"Maddy, are you sure? I'm not rushing you. You don't have to do anything."
I loved that he wanted to make sure I was okay, and that he didn't pressure me. Chris was never satisfied, and he always wanted more. "I'm not ready to have sex, Carter. But can we do other things? As crazy as this sounds, I just want you to touch me and I've never wanted that before. I'm not going to lie to you and say I'm not scared, but I trust you and I know you're not going to hurt me."
"Baby, I'll do anything you want me to. I just want you to promise me that you'll tell me if you want me to stop, okay?" I nodded my head and he started kissing me again.
I gripped at the hem of his shirt. He helped me and pulled it off. His body was beautiful. His chest was hard and well-defined and his stomach was like the pictures you see in magazines. I ran my fingers down his chest from his neck to his waistband. He let out a groan and crashed his mouth to mine. He ran his hands under my shirt, but I could tell he was apprehensive. I gripped my shirt and pulled it over my head. I hadn't been wearing a bra so now I was completely exposed.
Carter looked up at me and smiled. He leaned down and started kissing my left breast. He kissed around it in a circle, then pulled my nipple into his mouth. I let out a moan I didn't even know I had in me. He moved onto my other breast and did the same thing. "Carter!" He kissed down my stomach and when he reached my pants, he kissed all along the waistband. He looked at me as if he was asking for permission. "It's okay."
With that, he eased my pants and my panties off of me. He hadn't said anything. He was just looking at me. Then, he came up and pressed a kiss on my lips. "I love that you trust me with this and I do believe this is another first, Miss Stevens."
"I do believe it is, Mr. James."
He ran his hand down my body till he got to where I'd been aching for him all night. He ran his finger between my wet folds and slowly stroked me. It felt amazing and I knew he could tell how much I was enjoying it by all of the sounds I was making.
Just when I thought it couldn't get any better, he leaned down and I instantly knew what he was about to do. As soon as his tongue touched me, I screamed. "Oh my God!" He laughed, but kept going. He kept his tongue there and, at the same time, his thumb found my clit. I felt what I only guessed that had to be an orgasm rocking through my body.
I could feel myself shaking, and the waves of pleasure that were rocking through me felt like nothing I'd ever experienced before. It was the most amazing feeling I'd ever had, and I was glad that it was with him. After I caught my breath, I looked over at him. "Carter, that was amazing."
"I'm glad, baby." I knew I should do something for him. The truth was that after everything Chris had been doing, I was scared. "Do you want me to…?"
He looked up at me and smiled . "Baby, tonight was about you. I saw how scared you were when you looked at me just now. If you're not ready, it's okay."
"Carter, are you sure? I know that guys have
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