unless I get to live in the attic.â
âWhat are you, kiddo, a bat?â
âI bet itâs neat up there. And thatâs where the ghost lives, right?â
âThereâs no such thing as a ghost.â
âMrs. Garfield said there was. She said ghosts are spirits who get kicked out of heaven for not doing what theyâre told.â
Faith suspected this was just another way for the eternally creative Mrs. GarfieldâAlexâs fifth-grade teacherâto ride herd on her son. She ruffled Alexâs wild red curls. His hairâboth color and textureâwas only one way he was different from everyone else in the family. Faith didnât believe in ghosts, but a changeling sat right in front of her.
âListen, maybe you can make the attic a workshop right off the bat. A place to invent.â
âOff the bat?â Alex chortled. âOff real bats? Do you think the attic really has âem?â The thought seemed to please him.
She hoped that bats were one problem they wouldnât face.
Alexâs face brightened even more. âCan I go to a different school?â
âYouâre okay with the idea?â
âAwesome.â He looked as if he was trying to decide whether to say anything else. âMaybe someplace where they like me better?â
Now, soaking in the whirlpool tub that she would be giving up in a little over a week, Faith wondered why she had ever agreed to enroll Alex in a school where he felt rebuffed. In her present state of mind she wanted to blame it on David, but she couldnât. She had bought an entire way of life, an entire way to think, when she had married David Bronson. And it wasnât as if she hadnât known.
Her father had been the one to introduce her to her future husband, touting the quiet young man as an up-and-coming force in conservative politics. Late bloomer Faith was just beginning to feel her own way through life, but she was so enamored of David, so thoroughly and instantly smitten, that she willingly traded her fledgling independence to become his wife.
She knew what came with the package. She had watched her own mother build her life around her fatherâs career, so instinctively she did the same. For fifteen years she worked side by side with her husband to create a perfect family, and she learned to see it as her calling.
And she had done her job well. Time and time again she had been asked to speak on the subject of making a Christian home, an honor she avoided by claiming she was too busy making one to lecture on the subject.
On the other hand, David never missed a chance to speak on the subjects he held dear. He was soft-spoken and modest, a rarity in political and religious circles. He abstained from criticism of differing views, and stated his own succinctly and compassionately. Had he used the master of divinity degree he earned at Harvard to become the next pastor of his evangelist fatherâs mega-church, the theme of every sermon would have been âLove thy neighbor as thyself.â
But on Arnold Bronsonâs death, David hadnât ascended tohis fatherâs ministry. Now Faith wondered if even then her soon-to-be ex-husband had been wrestling with his personal demons. For in keeping with his fatherâs commandments, he would have been called on to forcefully revile the sin of homosexuality. And surely some part of him had questioned the wisdom of that.
With her eyes closed and the soothing fragrance of chamomile and citrus surrounding her, Faith could almost feel sorry for David. He had lied; he had used her to perpetuate a myth about who he was. But she knew he had never wanted to cause her pain.
She opened her eyes and looked down at her body stretched languidly in the herbal-scented water. She was never pleased at what she saw. She had a runway modelâs small breasts and narrow hips, but not the long legs to go with them.
She wondered if her very lack of feminine
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