the vernacular. Better not to let her venture too far down that path. I glanced over at her. âIf you donât mind my asking, have you been in trouble before?â
She turned to look out the passenger-side window. âDepends on your point of reference. I went through drug rehab twice. I did six months in county jail on a bad-check charge. By the time I got out, my finances were in the shitter so I declared bankruptcy. Hereâs the weird part. Once I filed? I got a ton of credit card offers in the mail and all of them were preapproved. How could I resist? Of course, I ran those up, too. Thirty thousand bucksâ worth before the gates clanged shut.â
âThirty thousand for what?â
âOh, you know. The usual. Gambling, drugs. I blew a bunch at the track and then went to Reno where I played the slots. I sat in on some high-stakes poker, but the cards were running cold. Not that Iâd quit because of that. I figured I could only lose so many times before the game turned around and started working my way. Unfortunately, I never reached that point. Next thing you know, I was broke and living on the streets. That was 1982. Pop moved me into his house and then he cleaned up my debts. What about your vices? You must have one. â
âI drink wine and the occasional martini. I used to smoke cigarettes, but then I gave that up.â
âHey, me, too. I quit a year ago. Talk about tough.â
âThe worst, â I said. âWhat made you quit?â
âJust to prove I could,â she said. âWhat about other stuff? You ever do coke?â
âNope.â
âLudes, Vicodan, Percocet?â
I turned and stared at her.
âIâm just asking, â she said.
âI smoked dope in high school, but then I straightened up my act.â
She flopped her head to one side and said, âSnore.â
I laughed. âWhy snore?â
âYou live like a nun. Whereâs the frigginâ joy?â
âI have joy. I have a lot of joy.â
âOh, donât be so defensive. I wasnât judging you.â
âYes, you were.â
âWell, okay, maybe a little bit. Iâm mostly curious.â
âAbout what?â
âHow you make it in this world if you give up living on the edge.â
âMaybe youâll find out.â
âI wouldnât bet on that, but one can always hope.â
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As we approached Santa Teresa, a drifting fog had curled across the landscape, wispy and pale. I drove along the beach, palms standing out darkly against the soft white of the Pacific. Rebaâd been staring at the ocean since it came into view south of Perdido. As we passed the Perdido Avenue off-ramp, she turned her head, watching it recede into the mist. âYou ever hear of the Double Down?â
âWhatâs that?â
âPerdidoâs only poker parlorâscene of my downfall. Had some great times there, but thatâs over and done with. Or so I hope.â
The highway angled inland and she watched the ebb and flow of citrus groves on either side of the road. Houses and businesses began to accumulate until the town itself appearedâtwo-and three-story white stucco buildings with red tile roofs, palm trees, evergreens, the architecture defined by the Spanish influence.
âWhatâd you miss most?â I asked.
âMy cat. Long-haired orange tabby Iâve had since he was six weeks old. He looked like a little powder puff. Heâs seventeen now and a great old guy.â
As I took the Milagro off-ramp, I glanced at my watch. It was 12:36. âAre you hungry? We have time for lunch if you want to eat before you meet your PO.â
âThatâd be great. Iâve been hungry since we hit the road.â
âYou should have spoken up. You have a preference?â
âMcDonaldâs. Iâd kill for a Quarter Pounder with Cheese.â
âMe, too.â
Over lunch, I said,
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