today?â Shane asked as they crossed the field at a quick walk.
âJust six.â
âMiles?â
Caleb shook his head. âHours.â
The heat hit Shane then, intense, energy-sapping. He felt trapped and vulnerable, without any cover or shade. Half a mile later they approached the beginning of some winding trails, ascending up into the trees. The start of the mountain.
âMomâs good?â Caleb asked him suddenly, as they started.
âSheâs all right. Considering.â
âConsidering what?â
âShe hasnât seen her son in eleven years.â
Caleb said nothing. Shane felt a need to stop the tension he felt mounting.
He tried to say something lighthearted, but the chemicals of food deprivation were sludging through his frontal lobes, mucking up the action. He found it difficult to formulate thoughts. They moved into the shaded trails in silence.
And suddenly his world shifted. The shuffle of their sneakers on the dirt seemed shatteringly loud, the breath in his lungs felt pure. The metallic aftertaste of his flight, the stress of his drive, his resentment at the thought of their motherâs pain, dissipated, and a pleasing lassitude enveloped him. A good hike, Shane decided, might be the perfect thing in the world.
âSo, whoâs that girl?â
âAt the house? June.â
âIs she your girlfriend?â
Calebâs stomach jumped, as somehow the smell of Juneâs skin sailed out of the sky. âNo. We donât do that here.â
âDonât do what?â
âHave . . . girlfriends.â
âIs that like a policy?â
Caleb stared at him. Shane took a breath. Handling Caleb felt like tense negotiations with the North Koreans; they might break off at any time.
âWe had a no dating policy at InterFinancial too,â Caleb added.
âSure,â Shane answered, âI can see how that would be tricky.â
They turned deeper into the woods, walking uphill.
âBut youâve been here eleven years. Are you doing the abstinence thing?â
âNo. Sexual energy is very powerful for healing. It overcomes blockages in the body.â
âYou guys use sex for
training
?â
Caleb looked at him carefully. âYou shouldnât be out of breath yet.â
In front of them the narrow trail rose dramatically. Blue flies spun around their heads, spittlebugs frothed on plant stems.
âHow do you do these trails,â Shane huffed, ârunning?â
âHow do you not?â
âMy body doesnât work like yours,â Shane laughed.
âSure it does. I donât have any body parts you donât.â
âYeah, well your body is in a little better shape for it.â
âThe body youâve got is designed to run all day. Itâs how we hunted. What happened is, we got horses. Carriages. Cars. Evolution works in reverse too. But your body can do it if you want it to.â
Shane stepped over a mossy rock and sweat cascaded down his back. âSo whatâs the farthest youâve ever gone?â
âI donât keep track. Itâs not about how far the runs are, itâs about what happens during them. The farthest Iâve gone in an event is a hundred and two miles, at Western States. But Iâve gone running for days and I have no idea how many miles I went.â
âI thought you race these ultramarathons? You sound pretty zen about it, but donât you try to win them?â
âUltras are different. Those are competitive, and I absolutely want to win them.â
âWhatâs your next one?â
âItâs called the Hardrock 100. It goes across thirteen mountain peaks, for a hundred miles. There are set distances and cutoff times you have to make or youâre out. You have forty-eight hours to finish it. Iâm hoping to get it done in twenty-three.â He paused. âDonât look at me like that.â
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