wordâeveryone just started working. The silence in the room was deafening in that weird way and I wished Iâd picked a room with a TV just to have some sort of background noise. I didnât want to sit here with themâthey were probably waiting for me to leave so they could talk about me. But if I got up and left now, it would look like theyâd chased me out of the room. I had to keep pretending that I didnât care and was fine.
So I went back to work, forcing myself to stay. I still couldnât believe theyâd picked this room. Out of every other room they could have chosenâit had to be this one. And the entire time, no one talkedâeveryone worked on homework. I kept sneaking glances at the wall clock.
Julia, sitting by Ben, looked over at me for a second and her mouth opened, then she closed it. And that was my cue to leave before she started grilling me about why I was here. I didnât look at anyone as I put away my stuff and slung my book bag over my shoulder. Troy was the only one to look up and give me a half smile.
I left and went down a side hallway. I walked by one of the TV rooms that was empty and had the door open. I halted mid-step and went back to look inside. This was the room. The couch. The TV. The place where Jacob and I had met for our first viewing of our documentary, Horse Sense. Iâd been so nervous to sit next to Jacob on the couchâIâd almost jumped up when his arm had brushed mine. The memory made me smile.
When weâd filmed the movie at the stable, Jacob had acted weird the entire time. While Iâd held Charm, Jacob had stayed as far away from me as possible. Heâd left the second weâd finished filming and Iâd been crushed. Iâd thought it was because heâd stopped liking me or wasinto someone else. Iâd had no idea it was because he was afraid of horses. Jacob had gone along with my idea for me because he knew how much I loved horses . It was one of the sweetest things anyone had ever done for me. I stood in the doorway for a long, long time thinking about good memories and how quickly things can change.
THE NEW BAD GIRL
WHEN I GOT BACK TO WINCHESTER, I WAITED
for the feeling of security, of being in my own dorm and away from everyone, to wash over me. But it didnât. Instead, I just felt annoyed at seeing Homecoming posters every five feet.
âSasha?â Livvie, my dorm monitor, called. She stepped outside her office and I turned back to face her.
âYeah?â
âCome in here a sec. I want to chat.â Livvie waved her arm in front of her, motioning for me to walk into her office.
I did and she closed the door behind us.
âSit, sit,â Livvie said. She brushed her long brown hair back and sat behind her giant wooden desk. It wasfreakishly organized. Like, down to the paper clip collection. But that was Livvie.
I sat, trying to think if I was in trouble. My grades were fineâgreat, actually. I hadnât missed a class and I couldnât think of one reason for Livvie to call me in here.
Livvie smiled. âYouâre not in trouble,â she said, as if reading my mind.
âPhew,â I said. âI thought something was wrong.â
Livvie looked down at her desktop calendar, then back at me. âWell, Iâm hoping there isnât. Sash, Paige mentioned to me that you broke up with Eric. She said that you and Callie are going through a rough time. Iâm sorry to hear that and please know that Paige only told me because sheâs worried about you.â
I shook my headâI wasnât mad at Paige. âWorried how?â
âWorried that youâre overextending yourself. Studying and riding all of the time. Iâm all for working hard,â Livvie said. âBut youâve got to take a break every once in a while. Your grades are wonderful, Mr. Conner tells me youâre doing great at the stable, and none of your teachers have a
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