suggested amniocentesis because Cheryl said sheâd been doing drugs right through her second month. She hadnât realized she was pregnant.â
âWhat did the test show?â asked Jennifer.
âThat the baby is deformed. Thereâs something wrong with its genes. Thatâs what they look for when they do an amniocentesis.â
Jennifer turned back to Cheryl, who was still staring into her expresso, trying not to cry.
âWhat does the father think?â asked Jennifer and then was sorry, for Cheryl put her hands over her face and began to sob bitterly. Candy put her arm about Cheryl as Jennifer glanced around at the nearby tables. No one was paying attention. Only in New York could you have such privacy in a public place. Cheryl took a tissue from her purse and blew her nose loudly.
âThe fatherâs name is Paul,â she said sadly.
âHow does he feel about your having an abortion?â asked Jennifer.
Cheryl wiped her eyes, examining a dark smudge of mascara on the tissue. âI donât know. He took off and left me.â
âWell,â said Candy, âthat gives us a pretty good idea about how he feels. The bastard. I wish men could take on the burden of being pregnant, say every other year. I think they might be a little more responsible if that were the case.â
Cheryl wiped her eyes again, and Jennifer suddenly realized how terribly young and vulnerable the girl was. It made the problem posed by her own pregnancy seem small in comparison.
âIâm so scared,â Cheryl was saying. âI havenât told anyone because if my father finds out, heâll kill me.â
âWell, I hope youâre not going to the hospital by yourself,â said Jennifer with alarm.
âIt wonât be so bad,â said Candy with some assurance. âIâd been worried before my abortion, but it went smoothly. The people at the Julian Clinic are outstandingly warm and sensitive. Besides, Cheryl will have the worldâs best gynecologist.â
âWhatâs his name?â asked Jennifer, thinking that she could not say the same about Dr. Vandermer.
âLawrence Foley,â said Candy. âIâd been turned on to him by another girl who had to have an abortion.â
âIt seems like heâs doing a lot of abortions,â said Jennifer.
Candy nodded. âItâs a big city.â
Jennifer sipped her cappuccino, wondering how to tell her friends that she herself had just found out she was pregnant. She postponed the moment by turning back to Cheryl and saying, âPerhaps youâd like it if I went with you tomorrow. Seems to me you could use some company.â
âIâd love that,â said Cheryl, her face brightening.
âNot so fast, Mrs. Schonberg,â said Candy. âWe have rehearsal.â
Jennifer raised her eyebrows and smiled. âWell, I have some news myself. I found out yesterday that Iâm two and a half months pregnant myself.â
âOh, no!â exclaimed Candy.
âOh, yes!â said Jennifer. âAnd when I tell Jason, he may not care whether I come to rehearsal or not.â
Candy and Cheryl were too stunned to speak. In silence, the three finished their coffee, paid the bill, and set off for the studio.
Jason was not there when they arrived, andJennifer felt relieved and disappointed at the same time. She removed her outer clothes and found a free area on the dance floor. Turning sideways, she lifted her sweatshirt so that she could see her profile. She had to admit that she already showed a little.
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