if she denied it. On the morrow, she would ask Nairna to help her visit the parish of Inveriston, to try to sell her glass.
She envisioned a stone building facing east with the sun glimmering through one of her windows. The bejewelled colours would cast coloured light upon the floor, illuminating the people.
The vision held her so tightly, she didnât notice when Alex went inside the tent alone. And when she finallyjoined him, she forgot about the pain of her wound, she was so entranced by the vision of glass and light.
It wasnât until morning that she realised heâd slept on the other side of the tent, far away from her.
May, 1300
The interior of the cottage was cold and dark. It lay on the outskirts of Glen Arrin, far away from the others. The faint scent of dried herbs lingered and she saw her mother Rósâs abandoned drop spindle. Laren traced her fingers over the wooden walls, remembering how sheâd huddled on the pallet with her younger sisters for warmth.
Some nights, when her father had managed to catch a trout from the loch, theyâd feasted together, sharing the succulent fish. She remembered the way heâd told stories, exaggerating the adventure heâd had when trying to secure their meal.
Closing her eyes, she tried to will back the hurt. Heâd never been good at farming or fighting, but heâd done his best at both. And heâd been a kind man.
âLaren?â came a male voice.
She turned and saw Alex standing in the doorway. Her breath caught and she had to push back the urge to fly into his arms.
âI thought I might find you here,â he said. âFather Nolan told me your mother and sisters went to St Anneâs.â
She nodded. Not by their choice, but by his motherâs hand. Grizel MacKinloch had suspected their courtship and sheâd done everything possible to separate them.
âI shouldnât be here,â she whispered. âIt was wrong of me to come back.â
âWhy?â His hands moved around her waist, pulling her into a light embrace. âI havenât seen you in two moons, and you behave as though itâs been two years.â
âYouâre the tánaiste now.â She knew what that meant, even if he was unwilling to acknowledge it. The future leader needed a woman of his own status, someone who could govern the clan.
âI wonât be chief for many years yet,â he said. âItâs a title and nothing else.â
âYou have to wed a woman of status. Itâs expected of you.â
âIâll wed a woman of my choice and no one else.â There was a hard edge to his voice and she wondered what had happened during the weeks sheâd left Glen Arrin.
Gently, she touched his face. He didnât see her as low-born and something inside her blossomed, knowing that her poverty meant nothing at all to him. Heâd never known what it was to go hungry when her father was too proud to ask for food. The other clan members hardly spoke to her at all, pretending as though her family didnât exist. If she were to wed Alex, and he became chief, she could only imagine their outrage. Why should a beggar deserve such a position?
Alex took the edges of his cloak and drew the wool around her, his body heat warming her. She could feel his body responding to her and wanted to lean in against him, letting him know how much sheâd missed him.
But this wasnât only about her desires. It was about responsibility to her family. Sheâd seen Rósâs happiness among the other nuns. No doubt her mother would seek to be a part of the religious community. Her sisters were too young to be married, but Grizel had promised to provide dowries for them, if their family stayed away.
âCome with me,â he urged. âTo our stone circle.â
She wanted to tell him no, for even a single step wouldbring her closer to surrendering her innocence. And it would be that much
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