Funny thing is, youâve got yourself a dog, you sometimes feel like you donât need anyone else. Used to be Iâd be waiting at the window for David Howard to come up here for a visit. Nobody else loves you as much as a dog. Except your ma, maybe.
That night Ma makes us fried chicken for supper. First time in a long while. I put away a wing and a thigh on a saucerâto eat later, I tell Maâand add a spoonful of squash, which might be good for Shilohâs insides. He eats anything. The frankfurters and cheese and sour cream is all gone, so I got to be watching for table scraps again and go out can collecting soon.
Dadâs working on the pickup after dinnerâchanging the oilâBecky and Dara Lynnâs turning somersaults in the grass, and Maâs cleaning the kitchen. Soon as her back is turned, I sneak the food off the saucer and head up the hill to see Shiloh.
I can tell Shiloh likes the fried chicken better than he liked the sour cream-frankfurter mess heâd been eating all week. Even eats the squash, and then he licks my hands and fingers to get all the salt off, anyplace Iâd touched a piece of chicken.
Since Iâd already taken him all over creation that morning, I donât feel heâll miss much if I donât take him out again, so I go around scooping up all the dog doo, like I do every day, toss it over the fence, and then I lie down on my back in the grass and cover my face with my arms, our favorite game. Shiloh goes nuts trying to uncover my face, nudging at my arms with his nose, tail going ninety miles an hour. Never whines like somedogs do, though. Even when weâre out in the far meadow, racing the wind, heâll start to bark and Iâll say, âShhhh, Shiloh!â and he stops right off.
Wish I could let him make a little noise. Itâs not natural, I know, to keep an animal so quiet. But heâs happy -quiet, not scared -quiet. I know that much.
I move my arms off my face after a while and let him rest his paws on my chest, and Iâm lying there petting his head and heâs got this happy dog-smile on his face. The breeze is blowing cool air in from the west, and I figure Iâm about as happy right then as you can get in your whole life.
And then I hear someone say, âMarty.â I look up, and thereâs Ma.
CHAPTER 9
I canât move. Seems as if the skyâs swirling around above me, tree branches going every which way. Maâs face even looks different from down on the ground.
Shiloh, of course, goes right over, tail wagging, but all the steamâs gone out of me.
âHow long have you had this dog up here?â she asks. Not one trace of a smile on her face.
I sit up real slow and swallow. â âBout a week, I guess.â
âYouâve had Juddâs dog up here a week, and you told him you didnât know where it was?â
âDidnât say I didnât know. He asked had I seenhim, and I said I hadnât seen him in our yard. That much was true.â
Ma comes around to the trunk of the pine tree, unfastens the wire that holds the fencing closed, and lets herself in. She crouches down in the soft pine needles and Shiloh starts leaping up on her with his front paws, licking at her face.
I canât tell at first how she feels about him, the way she leans back, away from his dripping tongue. Then I see her hand reach out, with its short, smooth fingers, and stroke him.
âSo weâve got ourselves a secret,â she says at last, and when I hear her say âwe,â I feel some better. Not a lot, but some.
âHow come you to follow me up here tonight?â I want to know.
Now I can tell for sure her eyes are smiling, but her lips are still set. âWell, I had my suspicions before, but it was the squash that did it.â
âThe squash?â
âMarty, I never knew you to eat moreân a couple bites of squash in your life, and when you put away a
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