Shotgun Vows by Teresa Southwick Page B

do it.” He held out his hand, and Jillian put her small one in his palm and let him help her to her feet.
    They walked to the dance floor without a backward glance—as if they were the only two people in the world. Mattie watched Brody take Jillian in his arms,and she went willingly, resting her head against his chest. He brushed his cheek across her hair and rubbed his thumb across the back of her hand as they swayed to the music.
    Mattie envied them. Would she ever have eyes for just one man and he for her? Would any man ever hold her as if she were the most precious person in his world? As if his life would be meaningless without her? She glanced around the room at all the men who kept to themselves. Not any time soon, she thought ruefully.
    â€œYou know Brody means well.” Dawson met her gaze.
    â€œJillian said the same thing to me.”
    â€œShe’s right.” He took a sip of his beer. “He cares about you.”
    â€œShe said that, too. And that if she’d had brothers to watch out for her maybe she wouldn’t have made mistakes in her life.”
    â€œShe could be right.” Dawson glanced at the couple on the dance floor.
    â€œOn the other hand, maybe those mistakes made her appreciate a good thing when she found it. How will I know unless I get a chance to live?” Mattie asked, not really expecting Dawson to answer.
    â€œPatience, Mattie. He’ll be married soon. When the baby arrives, he won’t have time to keep track of you. And he’ll be too tired. I understand babies have this annoying habit of eating every two or three hours, day and night.”
    â€œAnnoying?” She studied him. “Don’t you like kids? After the way you handled them this morning, you could have fooled me.”
    One corner of his mouth quirked. “Did you just pay me a compliment?”
    â€œNo way.” But she couldn’t help grinning back at him. “You just looked like you were having the time of your life, and the kids took to you like ducks to water. I figured you would want half a dozen.”
    He shook his head. “It scares the hell out of me. I’m beginning to think stability is a myth. And I wouldn’t bring a baby boy into this world without a guarantee of that.”
    She took a sip from her glass, secretly grateful that it was water. “When my little girl comes into this world, I will welcome her with open arms. Two o’clock feedings and all.”
    He raised one eyebrow. “Little girl?”
    â€œIf you can have a boy, why can’t I have a girl?”
    He shrugged. “No reason. Especially since the way you handled those schoolkids was damn close to miraculous. I was bowled over at how you sized up each one and picked just the right horse. The whole thing went a lot more smoothly than I would have guessed. Thanks to your expertise.”
    â€œDid you just pay me a compliment?” she asked, joking because she didn’t know how else to act.
    â€œNo way,” he said, but the amusement in his eyes belied the words.
    His praise made her glow from head to toe. Inside and out. She didn’t know nice words from a man could make her feel this way. If only it had been something about how desirable she was, instead of her ability with horses. Then she would see his indifference and raise him a flirtation or two.
    â€œWhat I did isn’t a miracle,” she said. “I’ve alwaysliked children. And I haven’t made a secret of the fact that I would like to have one. Soon.”
    He leveled an appraising glance around the room, then met her gaze. “First you have to grow up, your ladyship.”

Four
    â€œI don’t really look like a kid.” Mattie looked at Willa and Jillian for confirmation as she pushed her salad around her plate.
    It was the day after her night before. Her very unimpressive night before on the town. She was having lunch in San Antonio with her two friends after