lip, not give up the ship. She loves songs and stories that have upbeat endings. Mention the Titanic to most people and they think of a tragic love story. Mention it to Ms. Shabbas and she will start belting out something from The Unsinkable Molly Brown . Molly, just like me. Except I am not named for some survivor of a shipwreck. Iâm named Molly after Molly Brant, a Mohawk warrior woman from the eighteenth century. âBack during the American Revolution,â my mom told me, âone word from Molly Brant went farther than a thousand words from any white man. No one ever got the best of Molly Brant.â
For some weird reason, Ms. Shabbas and her up-with-people singing helps me. Corny-but-sincere is her style, and it is just what I need this morning. I want to get out of my seat and walk up and hug her while she is singing. Instead I just give her a thumbs-up sign when she is done. She winks at me.
But when the time comes for us to talk, I still donât tell her anything. I need her to be on my side, and Iâm too scared she wonât believe me. Nothing new, I say. Which is true. Itâs just that now I know my so-called uncle has been keeping watch on me through a camera lens.
âWill you be okay over the weekend, honey?â
The weekend starts tonight. Every kid in America but me is looking forward to the weekend. I have a feeling that whatever awful thing he has in store for me is going to happen tomorrow. I swallow hard and make myself smile.
âIâll be fine,â I say.
âShould I come over and check in on you?â
âIf you have time.â
âIâll make time on Sunday.â
And that is how we leave it. She will call my so-called uncle after school and let him know she is going to come over to visit on Sunday. Sheâs going to take me out for lunch and a visit to the park. If nothing else, it will let him know that someone is watching and that he wonât get away with it.
But the small measure of relief I feel is short-lived. Maybe, I think, he doesnât care if he gets away with it. If he is crazy or evil, maybe getting caught wouldnât bother him. If he gets caught after doing whatever he plans to do to me, that wonât help me much, will it?
Sunday. That leaves all of tonight and all of tomorrow and tomorrow night. Sunday may be too late for me.
14
Toolshed
W HEN THE SCHOOL day ends, I hang back from the crowd of kids who head out the door. Theyâre happy about the weekend. For them the clockâs hands have been almost standing still, while for me theyâve been going double time. Like my brain is going around and around like a top thatâs out of control. But it has kept circling back to one idea. It is a crazy one, but the only one Iâve been able to come up with.
Like the kids, the workmen have been eager for the day to end, too. Theyâve even left before us. Thatâs my first real break, that and the fact that theyâve left their toolboxes open again. Sure, they put a yellow ribbon across the hall in front of the library to keep people out. You know how easy it is to duck under a yellow ribbon? And though my backpack is a lot heavier when I get onto the bus, no one notices.
When I get off the bus, I stand for a long time looking down the darkening road. I feel so scared. I should run away now. But where? And what good would it do me? Not only that, but for some reason I feel as if running away now wonât just affect me, but my whole family. My real family.
Dinner is waiting on the table for me. Itâs pizza, and it looks good and smells even better. And thereâs an open bottle of Coca-Cola, too. My favorite drink. I sit down and look at the pizza and then I shake my head. I wonât eat any of this dinner, either.
âWhatâs wrong?â My so-called uncleâs whispery voice comes suddenly from behind me and it makes me jump. I turn and see him in the doorway, standing with his
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