this your first time here?â she asked.
âYeah, my first time.â At least that wasnât a lie.
âItâs great to have you here.â
That was something I hadnât been hearing too often from people these days. Mostly they were just happy for me to be somewhere else. People in stores, people in their cars, cops, people walking on the streetâthey all wanted me to go away. That is, those that didnât just pretended I wasnât there.
âSo how did you hear about our program?â Nicki asked.
I held the card out and she took it.
âHe saw me doing some painting . . . under a bridge.â
âUnder a bridge . . . were you using a lot of purples and oranges?â
âUh, yeah, I was,â I admitted, wondering how sheâd know that.
She furrowed her brow. âRobert told me about you, but I thought he said your name was something different.â
I swallowed hard. âI might have told him I was Dana,â I admitted. âSometimes people call me Dana.â
âThatâs a nice name,â she said. âWould you rather we called you Carolyn or Dana?â
âIt doesnât matter . . . whatever you want.â
âNo, it does matter. Itâs about what you want.â
âI guess Dana would be okay.â
âThen Dana is what itâll be. I really like your work, Dana.â
âYou saw it?â
âVery vivid, boldâexciting. Iâm only sorry I didnât get to see the original.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âI only saw the photographs Robert took.â
âThatâs right, he said he was going to do that.â
âAnd itâs a good thing he did because the original has already been destroyed,â Nicki said.
âIt has?â
âThe city doesnât care if itâs a beautiful work of art or a scrawl and some swear words, they just cover it up with grey paint.â
Damn. Iâd known it wasnât going to be there forever, but somehow Iâd hoped it would last longer.
âWhen did they do it?â I asked.
âA few days ago. Iâm sorry.â
That seemed so typical. The good things never lasted.
âJust bad timing. The city maintenance crews were working in that area,â she said. âSo, would you like a tour?â
âSure, I guess,â I said, although there really didnât seem to be that much to see.
âThis,â she said, spreading her arms and motioning around us, âis our main studio. This is the place where our clients have a chance to work in visual arts. This studio is dedicated to painting in a variety of media, including watercolours, oils, acrylicsââ
âI like acrylics,â I said.
âIt sounds like youâve had some experience.â
âMy mother . . . she enrolled me in all kinds of art lessons.â
âIt sounds like she appreciated your artistic side,â Nicki said.
âYeah she did.â It felt strange to talk about my mother. It felt strange to even think about her. I wondered what she was doing right now, what my sister was doing. Were they thinking of me? Were they worried about me?
âCome on and Iâll show you the other studios,â Nicki said.
âThere are others?â
âJust follow me.â
As we walked past one of the painters, she reached out and put an arm around the girlâs shoulders.
âThat is really beautiful,â Nicki said.
âItâs nothing, really,â the girl replied.
âItâs something , something to be proud of!â
âItâs really not that good. I thinkââ
âI think youâre forgetting something really important,â Nicki said, taking the girlâs hand.
The girl nodded her head and a slight smile came to her lips. âThank you,â she said. âIt is pretty good.â
âAlmost as good as the person who made it.â Nicki gave the girl a big hug and she
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