any minute.â
You are half amused and half mortified by this information. Looking around the room again, you see that all the groups have moved closer together, talking quietly and casting glances every so often to your table. Looking back down at your lap, you sigh. You knew that people were talking about you, but not to this extent. You shake your head with anger. This is so stupid, you think. And who does Misha think she is?! And I have a psychiatrist now? Come on. She has gotta get over this. Sheâs so bitter.
Kate leans cautiously towards you, pulling you out of your thoughts. Reuben is looking between you and the staring girls around the table with a very confused expression on his face. So he didnât know either.
Her emerald eyes are wide and her chin is resting on her palms, elbows on the table. She bites her lip, then asks you what they all want to know. âSo. Did you do it?â
I donât believe it. They actually think that I am some kind of psychopath. Iâve had enough of this.
You get up. The girls flinch, as if scared that you are going to start beating them up too. You give a humourless laugh.
âDo you seriously have nothing better to do than discuss my life?â
No one says a word.
You give a tiny sigh of disbelief, turn quickly and leave the way you came in. The corridor is deserted. You are going so fast that Reuben has to run to catch you up. You put your hands to your forehead and look down at your pacing feet.
âWhy canât they find someone else to talk about?! Itâs always Jen this, Jen that, Jen beat Chris to a mangled and bloody pulp in the street. Like Iâd be that lucky to get the chance! This isnât just me, you know. He hates me too! He does stuff to wind me up, like these stupid rumours, and Iâm the one who looks like the crazy person, when in fact he is the psycho behind it all! If he just stayed out of my way then I could get on with my life. Damn, he pisses me off!â
Reuben hurries along behind you. You expect him to say something, but he doesnât. When Rubes is silent like this, you know what it means. It means that heâs not going to say what heâs thinking, because he knows itâs not going to go down well.
Itâs even more frustrating that heâs always rightâ¦
âWhat are you thinking, Rubes?â you ask him wearily.
He shakes his head. âYouâre not going to like it.â
âI know. But tell me anyway. Iâm being unreasonable or something, arenât I?â
He takes a deep breath. âWell, you say that you never start anything, but you did kind of encourage the rumours. You did write that note next to his nameââ
You stop and turn around, raising your hands in indignation. âI was being ironic ! I donât want him to die! I was just mad and ⦠embarrassed and ⦠argh !â You spin back and carry on walking. âI know that it was a stupid idea, but it didnât mean aââ
The corridor is coming to a bend, but youâre furious and you donât see the turn.
â Jen! â
You smack straight into something quite solid, look up, then back away, rolling your eyes. This is exactly what I need â¦
âWatch where youâre going, bitch!â
Chrisâs two best friends, Sam McDonald and Travis Parker, block your way out of the narrow hallway. Travis is the shorter of the two, but both are tall and built like rugby players. You wouldnât want to meet either of them in a deserted alley on a dark night. Now they are towering over you and Reuben like two bears, ready for an attack.
âCan you let us past?â you say, with as much politeness as you can muster through gritted teeth.
The boys look at each other, then back at you, and shake their heads.
âNah,â says Travis, taking one of your arms in a pincer-like grip. You wince and try to shake him off, but it doesnât work. âI
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