first time, Deanna wished that Titan could have stayed out in deep space to meet the kind of challenges she felt better equipped to deal with.
Will pushed his food around the plate, lost in thought. âTell me what youâre thinking,â she said. âLetâs not both sit here and pretend like this is another ordinary day.â
You always know what Iâm thinking, Imzadi . She heard the words in her mind, sensing the shades of his mood clinging to them, smoky and dark. He forced a smile, but he knew she wasnât going to be deflected.
Finally, her husband put down his fork and frowned. âWhat the hell just happened?â he asked, frustration simmering in his tone. âA week ago weâre in deep space cataloging supernova remnants and looking for new species of cosmozoans. Now weâre here, eating pasta while the Federation reels like itâs been gut punched.â He flicked at his collar, where rank pins would have sat; while they were both dressed in civilian clothes tonight, she knew what he meant. âI never asked for this. Hell, Iâm still trying to get a grip on what it is Iâm actually supposed to be doing here.â Will paused, moderating his tone. âDeanna, someone is making me play catch-up, and I donât like it.â
âYou want to help,â she said, nodding. âWe all do. But this promotion . . . youâre afraid itâs the opposite of that.â
âWhy would Akaar sideline me and haul Titan back in? It doesnât make any sense, not with everything thatâs going on. . . . Bacco, the Andorians, and these arrests . . .â
âHave you talked to him since the ceremony?â
Her husband shook his head. âAll of a sudden heâs like a ghost. His staff take my messages, but he doesnât return them. And meanwhile Iâm chained to a damn desk.â
Deanna put a hand on Willâs arm. âYou know Admiral Akaar. You know he doesnât do anything without a good reason. You may just have to be patient.â
âIâve never been good with that,â he admitted. âIjust donât want to get caught in the undertow here. Iâm not a political animal; I never have been.â
âMaybe thatâs the reason why Akaar pulled you in.â She smiled again. âItâs all right for you to have doubts, Will. Change does that to you. Some times we donât get to choose when and where it happens.â
âThank you, Counselor Troi,â he replied, not unkindly. âBut this time around itâs not just my immediate future thatâs in the wind. Thereâs you and Tasha . . . Are we going to be Earthbound from now on? And what about Christine and Tuvok and the rest of our crew? Titan canât be tied to a base, thatâs not what she was built for. . . .â He met her gaze. âIâm wondering what the hell I have let myself in for.â
She paused. âI think youâre where you need to be. I think we both are.â
âHow so?â
âHave you seen the news broadcasts since we made port? The network is full of tirades and counterarguments. Every pundit on the planet and off it has something to say. People are afraid, Will, and theyâre angry. Bacco was respected by millions, even by those who were her political opponents, and now that sheâs been taken from them, they have nowhere to direct their grief.â
âThatâs not exactly true,â noted Will. âThereâs more than enough blame to go around, deserved or not. And every day there seems to be a new nugget of information conveniently leaked to the media from some âcredible sourceâ or other. . . .â
âWhat troubles me,â Deanna began, âare the public reactions being fomented by the rhetoric coming from the Federation Council.â She noted that the kind of language being used by
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