right on blathering about Chaz. âI mean, what the hell kind of name is that anyway? His parents might as well have called him WASP idiot.â
Melissa lets out a laugh, despite herself. Even that small effort depletes her energy more.
âDonât tell me. He went off to Princeton or some other Ivy League college. By now heâs probably in law school somewhere, thanks to his parents who greased the wheels for him by making donations every step of the way. God forbid people in this town make something of their lives on their own.â
âActually, last I knew, he went into the air force.â
âOh. Well, whatever. Itâs still a stupid name.â
Melissa glances at him in the rearview mirror again. Only this time, she stops thinking about Philip in relation to Ronnie. She finds herself wondering about the kind of person he has become these past five years. Last she knew, he was waiting tables at the Olive Garden over in Wayne and taking classes at a community college in Philadelphia. âWhere were you living before you moved home?â
âNew York.â
âDid you like it?â
âMostly, I guess. Itâs crowded and expensive. But itâs a lot more exciting than Pennsylvania.â
She asks him how long he lived there, and he tells her about four and a half years. He goes on to say that one night, months after Ronnie died, he got fed up with his job as a waiter and his part-time classes. In the middle of his shift at the restaurant, with his midterm poetry portfolio due the next morning, he punched his time card and walked out the kitchen door. A short while later he was on his way into the city. âI realized pretty quickly that it wasnât the job or the classes that got to me. It was my mother. She was tooâwell, as you just witnessed, she can be pretty unbearable.â
Itâs odd, Melissa thinks, because the way Charlene looked and acted from the moment she opened the door this evening was in direct contradiction to Melissaâs memory of her. She wasnât thin, even back then, but she certainly wasnât as big as she is now. And she used to seem so spunky and full of life. âWhy did you come back?â she asks Philip.
âLike I said, I had an accident.â
âOh, yeah. Skiing.â
âSkiing,â he says again, running his index finger around the rim of his turtleneck.
She canât say why exactly, but Melissa gets the feeling he is lying, or at least that heâs not telling the whole story. Either way, she lets the conversation die, because itâs none of her business and because she is distracted by her thirst. Despite the problem her swollen stomach presents, she manages to lean over and drag her hand along the cluttered floor, locating her bottle of Poland Spring. Itâs the kind with a pop-top, which is supposed to make it easier to drink from, but Melissa finds it more difficult, since the water has a way of spilling through the gap where her front teeth used to be. As she lifts the bottle to her mouth and takes a sip, Philip finally brings the discussion full circle.
âMissy, what you just told us doesnât make any sense. Itâs been too many yearsââ
She pulls the pop-top from her lips, inadvertently making a faint tsk sound as she does. âWant some water?â
âNo. Did you hear what I just said?â
âI heard you.â
âAnd?â
âAnd I told you already that Iâve only ever been with one person. Ronnie. On the night of our prom.â
âWell, I donât know what to say then, if youâre going to keep insisting on something so ⦠so ludicrous.â
âYou can say that you believe me.â
âBut thatâs just it. I donât. And for that matter, I donât believe a word that woman said on the tape. People like her are just out to make a fastââ Philip cuts his sentence short. Melissa can almost hear the
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