else.
âIâm surprised you donât have children,â Judd said. âOf your own, I mean.â
Lizette looked up at him. âI do hope to have children some day.â
Judd could only nod. He didnât really even have any good reason to feel so disappointed. Of course she wanted children. She had to be ten years younger than him, which would only make her twenty-three or twenty-four. A woman like her would want the whole family thing.
Judd didnât know where the thought had come from in the past few days that maybe he could marry if he just limited him self to a wife and didnât think of children. Children were what made a family any way. He wouldnât have a clue about how to be a father. Sure, heâd got ten along fine with Bobby and Amanda. But they werenât like other kids. Theyâd been frightened so badly that they clung to him for safety. If he hadnât been there, they would have clung to that stray dog of his as long as the dog de fended them from their night mares.
Other children would expect more. No, a man like him had no business thinking about raising children. Maybe some day heâd meet a woman who didnât want to have children either, and the two of them could marry.
Suddenly the dough nut Judd was eating didnât taste so good. It was too bad about Lizette.
Chapter Six
L izette heard the sound of boots crunching in the snow. Lots of boots.
âBetter hide those dough nuts,â Charley said as he stood and looked out the window. âAnother couple of pick ups from the Elkton ranch are parked in front of the hard ware store. Wonder when they got here.â
âItâs too late,â Judd said. Heâd eaten the last of his dough nut, and he pushed his chair away from the table.
The door to the ballet school was closed, and there were a dozen knocks on it all at the same time. Lizette could see, just by looking out the side window, that a lot of men were standing on her porch.
âI donât sup pose they want to sign up for class,â Lizette said as she stood to go to the door.
âNo, I canât imagine they want to be mice,â Judd agreed.
Lizette looked over her shoulder at the platter of dough nuts she had on the table. It still had five doughnuts on it. She had the rest of the dough nuts in the back room.
She opened the door and saw a sea of cow boy hats nod at her. âCome in.â
âThank you, maâam,â the man who stepped over the thresh old first said.
âMy, it does smell like heaven in here,â the second man said as he walked into the room.
Each man who stepped into the room craned his neck to see the dough nuts sitting on the platter that was on the table. There was a black mat next to the door, but none of the ranch hands paused to let their wet feet dry there.
âWe just stopped by to say a neighborly hello,â one of the cow boys said as he craned his neck to look around her at the dough nuts.
âThatâs nice,â Lizette said. She decided that if they didnât notice her standing there, it was fu tile to point out the black mat. Besides, the mat wouldnât make much difference. If a couple of men stopped to let their boots dry, the others would just keep the door open and the floor would eventually get wet any way. In addition, the air in the room would be cold.
âThe dough nuts are for the ballet students,â Charley said be fore any one could carry the conversation further. Then he sat back down at the table. âAndfor the men who have been guarding the school, of course.â
Several of the older men stepped for ward through the pack of cow boys.
âWeâre the guards,â Jacob said as he stepped forward. Two other older men followed him. âWeâve been keeping a watch out the windows for strangers.â
âThat ainât a fair way to decide who gets the dough nutsâthey havenât had to do any thing but
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