âShe caught me while I was bored and alone after practice.â
His face sours as he scents the air. âYou will come up for tea. Both of you.â He leaves, and I ball my hands. Close my eyes. I want to punch something.
Anna is my problem. My mystery. I donât want to share her with anyone, especially not the wolf upstairs. Itâs clear now they werenât working together. The blood has drained from Annaâs face as she clutches the blanket to her chest. I simultaneouslyfeel sorry for her and want to shout at her. Sheâs a stupid, stupid girl for coming here.
She reaches for her shirt and tries to put it on, but there are buttons missing from when I went all Incredible Hulk. I toss her my red T-shirt and she puts it on.
No girl has ever worn my clothes before, and itâs the embodiment of sexiness. I imagine her wearing it the morning after weâve had an all-night shag fest.
I shake my head. What the hell is wrong with me? Father is waiting.
I lead her up the stairs to the sitting room, and I lean against the wall to watch helplessly as the wolf licks the fawn.
She maintains her norm of complete innocence as Father questions her. I listen and learn all the things I was too afraid to ask, though Iâm still unsure how she came by the information. She has no idea her demonic fatherâs name is Belial or what he does. Belial most likely doesnât know she exists. She and I met coincidentally at a gig, and sheâs just learning what she is. My head is spinning with thoughts when I hear Father say to Annaâ
â. . . you reek of innocence. Yes, thatâs right. I can smell itâyour virginity .â
I nearly topple over in surprise, and Father laughs at the look of horror on Annaâs face. There is no way sheâs pure. No. Way.
Father smacks his knee in astonishment. âA sixteen-year-old Neph virgin! How do you expect to be a bad influence on humans if you arenât behaving badly yourself?â
Anna says nothing, but her eyes dart around nervously. Iâm still gaping in shock at the revelation. Father informs her sheâs the daughter of the Duke of Substance Abuse, and I am so floored, so gobsmacked by her innocence, that blood rushes inside my ears and I can hardly concentrate.
She was never out to kill me or test my loyalty. My God, she was truly drugged by that human boy! And probably was telling the truth about never having been kissed. How is this possible? Itâs just my luck that Iâd stumble upon her. If Iâd known, I could have urged her to move far away from Father and other Dukes, but I was consumed by my own paranoid assumptions. I mean, really, what are the bloody chances?
Oh, fantastic. Now Father is pulling out his bag of recreational drugs, and Anna is practically shivering and drooling as she looks at it all. I want to warn Father that Anna and drugs are not a pretty combination, but I clamp my mouth shut.
I canât let myself feel bad for her. Father knows about her now, so sheâs no longer my problem. Itâs too late for âshould haves.â Anna will have to work now like the rest of us. Itâs her legacy to push drugs and alcohol. As a Neph, she has to be a âbad girlâ by societyâs standards in every way but still recognize when to be seemingly docile to stay out of trouble. Her ability to tempt others will be wrapped up in a blend of her sensuality, tolerance for substances, and a personality that makes her sin appear fun and harmless. Neph learn from an early age that sex, drugs, and alcohol go hand in hand. Itâs whatâs expected by the Dukes, so Anna cannot remain a virgin. Sheâll learn and sheâll be fine. She will grow to enjoy it.
I will not feel bad.
My head snaps up when I hear Father say my name. Heâs still talking to Anna.
âKaidan will take good care of you. Heâll have you working to the best of your abilities in no time at all.
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