shouldero, matey . âIâm on my way over to Beccaâ¦â
But he didnât take the hint. Instead, he smiled. For a fleeting moment it was almost genuine. âHow are you feeling, Ivy? No ill effects? No more fainting episodes?â
âIâm fine, thanks. Absolutely hunky dory. Iâll see youâ¦Thursday? For my workshop?â Round two .
âAgain with this.â His voice was grim, but his smile was infectious as he took her arm and gently steered her away from the busy bar to a quieter corner. And, to her chagrin, she went with him. Was it her imagination or could she feel everyoneâs eyes on her back? âWeâre away from work now on neutral ground, and itâs the weekend.People just want to relax and have a good evening, me included. How about we drop our guard a little?â
This could be interesting. âThis is where you lull me into a false sense of security then you pounce, right?â
He shrugged. âI donât need to do that. We could just have a conversation and see where we get to?â
Nancy squeezed past them to get to the bathrooms. âHey, Ivy. How are you feeling? Okay? Is Matteo giving you some tips?â She winked. âHeâs very good.â
Ivy looked at the curve of his mouth and imagined a million things heâd be good at. Then ignored the flare of heat circling in her gut. âIâll bet he is.â
âWith fainting cures, that isâ¦â
âObviously.â
As Nancy disappeared into the bathroom Ivy put her bag on the floor, took a long drink and felt the warmth of the wine suffuse her throat. âSheâs a stirrer.â
âSheâs a joker, but she has a good point.â Matteoâs smile hadnât dropped. âHow on earth are we going to get you ready to face the scalpel again next week?â
Aha. Plan A. âIâll be fine. I was going to start by watching a few videos online. Type âkidneytransplantâ into a search engine and there are hundreds of operations right there to pick from. You get a birdâs-eye view, too, and commentary. Itâs almost as if youâre actually there in the room, without all the smells or noises orâ¦â Without you , she thought, all large and looming and stealing her breath. So it would be videos all the way until she was inured to the gore, with the sound turned to mute and a decent bottle of wine for Dutch courage. Anything not to lose face again next week.
âAh, yes. The joys of the web. Amazing what you can find.â His smile glittered teasingly.
She ignored that, too, knowing damned well he was referring to his glorious backside. Which she did not want to see. Or think about. At all. âLike I told you, some people do actually put useful things up there. It can be very educational.â
âAnd you are not at work now, so you donât need to give me the chat.â He emphasised chat with a sarcastic twitch of his fingers. âEnjoy whatever you find on the internetâ¦but make sure you take your hands away from your face first. And that youâre sittingâ¦no, lying down. Youâll have less far to fall.â
âHa-ha. You really are enjoying this.â
âWhatâs not to like?â he said, in a voice filled with smugness, like the cat that had got the grappa-laced cream. âBut Iâm glad you want tocome back and see the wager through. You have strength. You have this hard outer shell, but underneath there is a softer side to you. A side you donât always want other people to see.â
That touched a raw nerve. She was only protecting herself, something sheâd learnt to do because of experiences with men like him. Sheâd already lost enough to a selfish, inadequate man whoâd wanted to play God, so she intended to keep herself whole and had no desire to fall prey to any guyâs wishes. Plus, sheâd seen her mother curl up in a ball and weep over
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