inadequate his sword skills were.
Bit by bit, however, Terix was beginning to win his respect. Not for his fighting skills, which would never be excellent; not even for his persistence, although that helped. What impressed Brenn was Terixâs buoyant spirit.
âYou like Terix,â I said aloud. âYou see how even when he is ground down with exhaustion and is beaten by every opponent, even while lying on his back with dirt and blood on his face, he still finds a turn of phrase to make others laugh.â
Brenn grunted in affirmation.
âYou doubt heâll ever be a great warrior,â I went on, âbut you think heâs immensely valuable. He lightens hearts. He can heal an infection of bad morale, and can make hard work almost . . . fun. You would have him in Ambrosiusâs army, if he would stay. But mostly you train him hard because you know he may not, that he will follow me wherever I go, and that there might come a day when Terix is all that stands between me and death.â
His shoulders and back were tense, his jaw moving in grinding thought. âAny observant eye could see that. Is this supposed to be a show of your Phanne powers?â
Apparently not. Howâs this? I said into his mind, and felt his whole body startle, strong enough to make his horse dance sideways and almost pull our hands apart.
âWhat areââ Did I just hear herâ âDid you say something?â
Think of your favorite food .
In his mind, without his bidding, an image cropped up along with smell, and taste. I gagged. âRaw oysters? Really? You couldnât like honeyed almonds or baked apples?â
âWoman food,â Brenn groused. âMen like meat.â
âIf thatâs what you want to call raw oysters .â
âThey remind me of home. Armorica.â Another image started to form in his mind.
âAnd they make you think ofââ
A vivid picture emerged of the similarity between slurping an oyster and laying his tongue against a womanâs sex.
âOhâah, er . . .â I dropped his hand. That wasnât a picture either of us needed to share.
His face turned as scarlet as I felt my own going.
âSo you can get into a manâs mind,â he said, his voice gruff with embarrassment. A shudder ran over him, and then he twitched his shoulders as if shaking off a ghost.
âIâm sorry,â I said. âIt was all I could think of, to show you that Phanne powers are real.â
âDoes Arthur know you can do that?â
I shook my head, not meeting his eye.
Brenn was suspicious. âYou havenât done that to him without his knowing it, have you?â
I didnât answer. I couldnât admit out loud that Iâd deliberately pushed Arthur past his scruples so he would lie with me in the forest; that Iâd taken unfair advantage because Iâd wanted him so badly and thought my own judgment better than his.
âNimia . . .â Brenn sighed, and I heard the disappointment in his tone.
It was on the tip of my tongue to say that all was fair in love and war, only I knew it wasnât true. Instead I hunched my shoulders and played with the horseâs mane, self-loathing bubbling up from its endless spring. âI wonât do it again.â
âNot that I blame you for it,â he conceded with honesty. âI imagine itâs a hard temptation to resist, looking into the mind of someone you yearn for.â
âBut love should be the greatest reason not to do it.â I wouldnât admit that what Iâd done to Arthur was worse than taking a peek into his thoughts. Iâd manipulated him. âIt shows no respect, and what type of love shows no respect?â
âThe scared kind. The desperate, uncertain kind.â
I made a soft grunt of agreement. âTrue enough.â
âYou canât ever let fear drive you, Nimia. Itâll bring you
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