landlord kept up a solid stream of orders to the unfortunate Martin, who ran out into the deluge with a tin lantern gripped in one hand to take Gossipâs bridle from Mr. Rayburn.
âCareful, there,â Mr. Rayburn said. âSheâs got a temper. Has anyone else passed this way?â he asked as he followed Leannah and the landlord inside the blessedly warm public room.
âNo, sir,â the landlord replied. âBeen a quiet night and likely to stay that way.â He nodded toward the rain as he shut the door. âYou neednât worry about anything along those lines.â
No, thereâs nothing to worry about, except that Genny is out in that storm, and Iâm stuck here.
The landlord evidently saw her distress, and quite mistook its cause. âNow, miss, donât you fret. Allâs just as it should be. Weâve your room ready, and my missusâll be right out to see to whatâs needful.â
But his reassurance did no good at all. Leannah began to shake. She clutched Mr. Rayburnâs sodden coat closer around her shoulders. The cold had gotten into her blood and bones. It filled her, as heavy and solid as the mass of guilt, anger, and fear that lodged itself under her ribs.
âNow then, now then, you just step through there, miss.â The landlord set his lamp down on the oak bar. âThe fireâs good and warm in the parlor, and Iâll send Mrs. Jessop to you right away, as I see your servantâs yet to catch you up. Anâ I suspect youâll be wanting some tea?â
âAs well as whateverâs on the fire in the kitchen.â Mr. Rayburn fished about in the pocket of his dripping coat and laid several coins on the bar. âWith our thanks.â
âYes, sir. Very good, sir.â
The parlor was plain, but neat and well kept, with several slat-backed chairs beside a round table for dining, as well as a pair of armchairs before the fire and a sofa beneath the window. Mr. Rayburn did not accompany her into the room, which was just as well. Leannah needed to collect her wits, and stop this ridiculous shaking, and Mr. Rayburnâs presence would be a decided impediment to both processes.
A brisk womanâpresumably the landlordâs wife, Mrs. Jessopâbustled in and immediately began to poke up the fire. She chattered comfortably as she worked, about how sheâd have tea and a bowl of good hot stew in just a minute, and wasnât this the worst of nights, but still, mustnât grumble, and if Miss would just give over that nasty wet coat, the girl would be bringing in towels and a dry shawl presently.
Leannah wasnât listening. She sat in the chair nearest the fire and held her hands out to the flames. The rain drummed relentlessly against the shutters, and Leannah trembled from the strength of her fear as much as from the cold.
This is my fault. Why didnât I just let them all know Iâm happy to accept Mr. Valloy? Weâd be settled again by now, and Genevieve could finish up the season without any of us having to worry. What am I going to do? Jeremyâs going to wake up and find us both gone. No. Jeremy will be fine. He wonât think to try to come after us.
Except he would. At twelve, her brother very much felt himself to be the man of the family. Leannah squeezed her eyes shut at the thought of clever, stubborn young Jeremy calmly distracting the servants and walking out the door. He had the family way with horses. Heâd have Bonaparte saddled up before anyone knew he was missing.
My fault. All my fault.
But she hadnât wanted to marry Terrance Valloy. Sheâd entered into her first marriage because her father had arranged it for the good of the family. It hadnât been so bad. Elias Wakefield was a good man. It had taken her years to discover exactly how good, but sheâd felt his innate kindness from the moment she first met him. She had no such feeling about Mr. Valloy. In
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