The Autobiography of Red

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glare of the window.
     
    Outside a bitten moon rode fast over a tableland of snow. Staring at the vast black
     
    and silver nonworld moving
     
    and not moving incomprehensibly past this dangling fragment of humans
     
    he felt its indifference roar over
     
    his brain box. An idea glazed along the edge of the box and whipped back
     
    down into the canal behind the wings
     
    and it was gone. A man moves through time. It means nothing except that,
     
    like a harpoon, once thrown he will arrive.
     
    Geryon leaned his forehead against the cold hard hum of the double glass and slept.
     
    On the floor under his feet
     
    Fodor’s Guide
lay open. THE GAUCHO ACQUIRED AN EXAGGERATED NOTION
     
    OF MASTERY OVER
     
    HIS OWN DESTINY FROM THE SIMPLE ACT OF RIDING ON HORSEBACK
     
    WAY FAR ACROSS THE PLAIN .
     
     

XXVII. MITWELT
     
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    There is no person without a world.
     
     
    ————
     
    The red monster sat at a corner table of Café Mitwelt writing bits of Heidegger
     
    on the postcards he’d bought.
     
     
                   
Sie sind das was betreiben
                   there are many Germans in
                   Buenos Aires they are all
                   soccer players the weather
                   is lovely wish you were here
                          GERYON
     
    he wrote to his brother now a sportscaster at a radio station on the mainland.
     
    Over at the end of the bar
     
    near the whiskey bottles Geryon saw a waiter speaking to another behind his hand.
     
    He supposed they would
     
    soon throw him out. Could they tell from the angle of his body, from the way
     
    his hand moved that he was
     
    writing German not Spanish? It was likely illegal. Geryon had been studying
     
    German philosophy at college
     
    for the past three years, the waiters doubtless knew this too. He shifted his upper
     
    back muscles inside
     
    the huge overcoat, tightening his wings and turned over another postcard.
     
     
                   
Zum verlorenen Hören
                   There are many Germans
                   in Buenos Aires they are
                   all psychoanalysts the
                   weather is lovely wish you
                   were here
                          GERYON
     
    he wrote to his philosophy professor. But now he noticed one of the waiters
     
    coming towards him. A cold spray
     
    of fear shot across his lungs. He rummaged inside himself for Spanish phrases.
     
    Please do not call the police

     
    what did Spanish sound like? he could not recall a single word of it.
     
    German irregular verbs
     
    were marching across his mind as the waiter drew up at his table and stood,
     
    a brilliant white towel
     
    draped on his forearm, leaning slightly towards Geryon.
Aufwarts abwarts
     
    ruckwarts vorwarts auswarts einwarts
     
    swam crazy circles around each other while Geryon watched the waiter extract
     
    a coffee cup smoothly
     
    from the debris of postcards covering the table and straighten his towel
     
    as he asked in perfect English
     
    Would the gentleman like another expresso?
but Geryon was already blundering
     
    to his feet with the postcards
     
    in one hand, coins dropping on the tablecloth and he went crashing out.
     
    It was not the fear of ridicule,
     
    to which everyday life as a winged red person had accommodated Geryon early in life,
     
    but this blank desertion of his own mind
     
    that threw him into despair. Perhaps he was mad. In the seventh grade he had done
     
    a science project on this worry.
     
    It was the year he began to wonder about the noise that colors make. Roses came
     
    roaring across the garden at him.
     
    He lay on his bed at night listening to the silver light of stars crashing against
     
    the window screen. Most
     
    of those he

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