in peace for a moment while I thought about that.
âDo you come here every day?â I asked. Maybe she just liked to read the Bible at the burning ghat. People did all sorts of strange things. I knew of a park where people gathered every morning just to laugh.
The woman didnât answer right away. I looked up and saw that she was praying so I let her finish. She seemed like a serious woman who would want others to also be serious.
I meant to stand quietly so she would think I was a good child and worth giving rupees to, but a bee started buzzing around my head.
I waved it away. It returned. I thought it might be going to land on my back, so I spun around to shoo it and I lost my balance a little. I didnât fall over, but I worried that the woman might think I was just a child who was playing around, and not a serious child who could discuss why Jesus was crying a lot better if she had a few dosas in her stomach.
âThis man died outside the hospital where I work,â she said. âNo family claimed him. No one knew him, so I â youâre standing in hot coals!â
She took my arm and pulled me away.
In trying to escape the bee, I had stepped into the cremation pit where the unknown man was now coal and ashes, ready for the Ganges.
âThere was a bee,â I started to say. âI didnât mean to disrespect â¦â
The woman dropped to the ground and looked at my feet. I had to lean against her while she lifted up one then the other.
âYouâre burned. And youâre cut.â
The old pier had a lot of sharp bits of rusty metal on it. I must have scraped my foot on one of them. There was blood on it.
âItâs all right,â I said, pulling my foot away. âTell me more about the happy part of the Bible.â
I wanted to get her thoughts away from my feet and onto the number of rupees she would give me.
âWho do you live with?â she asked. âWho looks after you?â
âI look after myself,â I said. I was starting to feel uneasy. I was used to people asking me questions when I asked them for money, but this woman acted like she really cared about the answers. She wasnât just asking to make herself feel good.
I had enough money to get some food. I started to walk away.
She came after me and took hold of my arm. I knew what was coming next. She wouldnât be the first person to hit me when I tried to get money from them.
I raised my hand to protect my face from the beating.
The knot in my kurta came loose. The coins I had collected clattered to the ground, mixing with the sand and mud that covered the old stone steps.
âJust hold on,â she said. She didnât let go of my arm while she crouched down and picked up all the coins. I kept squirming and trying to pull away.
âLet me go!â I cried out. âKeep the money. Just let me go!â
I was sure a beating was coming.
She gave all the coins back to me. She had me sit beside her on the step until I was able to calm down.
She touched a white patch of skin near my elbow.
âDo you have any more of these?â she asked.
I didnât answer her. I took some mud from the step and rubbed it over the white patch to make it look more like the rest of my skin.
âYour feet are in bad shape,â she said. âTell me, do you feel the burns and the cuts?â
The last time I said I felt no pain, people screamed at me and threw me out of their house.
âYes,â I said. âMy feet hurt. A lot.â
She kept looking at me.
I shook my head. I felt as though I was doing something wrong, but I didnât know what.
âI have magic feet,â I whispered.
âIâd like you to come with me. My name is Indra,â she said. âIâm a doctor and I can fix your feet.â
âMy feet are fine.â
âDo you have a home? Yes or no.â
I thought of what the old man said on my first day in
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