open. âItâs you,â she said, as though she was used to having all sorts of visitors. She was wearing a blue dress that tied around her waist. She looked as if sheâd just gotten back from church.
If she just wanted me to feel bad, there wasnât much point in giving her the satisfaction. I turned around.
âWait,â she said. âYou have to explain to me where you went after you left here.â
I told her I went home.
âThatâs the stupidest thing Iâve ever heard.â
I couldnât offer a defense.
âI was worried about you,â said Alice.
âI wasnât actually in any danger.â
âBut you didnât know that at the time.â
It wasnât clear if she was ever going to let me into her apartment again.
âMy parents keep asking where I was.â
âYou can tell them if you want. After this term is over, Iâm going to take a break from teaching. I already turned in my resignation. A teacher needs to show better judgment than her students.â
We might have stayed like that, standing across from each other in a doorway, but I stepped toward her and kissed her lower lip. âWell,â she said as she closed the door behind us.
Tucked neatly beside her sofa, I saw a red toolbox and a stack of menâs clothing.
Alice said, âI had a revelation.â
The clothesâthough they looked dirtyâhad been ordered in fastidious piles.
âWhat kind of revelation?â I asked.
âWell,â said Alice, âI havenât been sleeping well. The reason for this, I think, is that Iâm nervous about living alone. I donât like noises in the middle of the night. Ideally Iâd like to get a dog.â
Of course, those werenât a dogâs clothes.
âAt the same time, I donât want a dog. So what I decided was that I needed a roommate.â
âOh,â I said.
âAnd guess what, I went out and found one.â
I looked at the guy shirts and the guy pants. âWhatâs her name?â
Alice came over and gave me a hug. âNothing is going to change between us,â she said.
âWhatâs your roommateâs name?â
âHis name,â said Alice, not spitefully, but clearly, âis Shiloh Tanager.â
6
House Guest
Three days before, Alice had carried a stack of papers down to the little brick plaza across from city hall. She wanted to take advantage of the weather to do some outdoor grading. People came and went. She could hear the river sweeping past.
Shiloh took a spot at the opposite end of her bench. He seemed preoccupied, watching passersby. He reached a hand up, threaded it inside the neck of his shirt, and massaged his left shoulder. Turning toward Alice, he assessed the pile of papers. Somewhere in the pile was an essay Iâd written on vaulted ceilings.
âYouâre a teacher?â
Alice nodded.
âReading. Riting. Rithmetic. Which are you?â
âI teach history.â
âIâm a student of history,â said Shiloh. âSocial theory, Judeo-Christian democracy, capitalistic monotheism. Iâm interested in nondiscriminatory political fabrics.â
âWhere do you study?â
He stuck a finger out, as though ringing a doorbell.
She didnât comprehend his gesture.
He jabbed his finger twice more.
âYou got me.â
âOn the shores of the Ohio River.â
âCincinnati?â
He shook his head, pleased.
âPittsburgh?â
âI was homeschooled,â he said.
âOh.â
âIn my own home.â But, again, heâd failed to convey his message. âBy myself.â
âThatâs ambitious,â said Alice.
A flattened smile found its way onto his face. He kneaded his shoulder again. âYou know anything about shots?â
Somewhere Alice had picked up one of those apologetic shrugs.
âThey gave me tetanus at the clinic.â
âA tetanus
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