years and Davison would be unrecognizable.
Branigan took a shuddering breath, stopped the cries of Why? before they flew from her mouth. But it was as if he heard them anyway. He shrugged again, turning inward.
âIâm glad to see you,â she managed. âSo glad to know youâre okay.â
He gave her a sad smile.
â Are you okay?â
He gave a sideways wag of his head, meaning yes and no.
âI thought it was time to come and see Chan, now that heâs heading to college.â She heard Liam draw a sharp breath. âBut Iâm having second thoughts,â he said to Liam. âI donât want him to see me like this.â
âI agree,â Liam said. âTelling him is one thing. Having him see you strung out is another.â
Branigan cringed. Liam didnât mince words. Chan knew he was adopted, had known since he was old enough to know the word. But Liam and Liz had never shared the part about his biological parents being drug addicts.
Davison hung his head. âSo hereâs what Iâm thinking. Iâd like to go to rehab, then tell Chan before he leaves for Furman.â
Liam and Branigan looked at each other. She didnât know what surprised her more â rehab or that he knew where Chan was going to college.
âI need to tell him he has a royal screw-up for a father. So he can do everything in his power to be different.â
âAll right,â she whispered, gripping her twinâs shoulder. âSounds like a plan.â
In the glow of the flashlight, Liamâs face was expressionless. Branigan knew him well enough to know he wasnât happy.
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Davison had been younger than Chan was now, sixteen and a junior at Grambling East, when he had his first drink. Branigan saw it happen, saw the light dawn in his eyes. She just didnât know what she was looking at.
Gran and Pa had taken their RV to visit Granâs sister in Texas. They were going to be gone for two weeks, maybe more. Pa had timed the visit to coincide with the selling of chickens, so the chicken houses were empty. Uncle Bobby would take the cattle into his adjoining pastures. That left only the dogs â Cleoâs grandmother and great-uncle, to be precise.
After driving out to the farm every afternoon after school to feed and play with the German shepherds, Davison and Branigan casually told their parents it would be easier to spend the weekend there. Mrs Powers, who ran an accounting business from their house, was in the middle of tax season. She welcomed the break in cooking. âAs long as you call us every morning and every night,â she said.
The twins didnât go wild, but they did invite their best friends to the farm on Friday night. Davisonâs swim team buddies, Brandon and Liam, brought beer, and Braniganâs softball cohorts, Sandy and Alissa, sweet white Zinfandel. After sunset, they plugged in a CD player on the back porch and let their friends introduce them to alcohol.
Branigan quickly got giddy, then silly, then sick on the candy-colored wine. She was asleep by eleven, leaving the party in full swing. When their friends left around noon on Saturday, they couldnât take the alcohol back to their houses, so they left it. Branigan could no more have touched another glass of wine than she could have eaten the dead mouse Granâs shepherd proudly dumped on the porch. But Davison could hardly wait to get back to the beer.
In mid-afternoon, he pulled one from the refrigerator, popped it with a satisfying spurt and licked the foam from the can. He then settled onto the porch and began talking excitedly about his plans for senior year, then college, then law school. Her normally reticent brother talked excitedly, non-stop. In fact, he pretty near babbled.
She watched, puzzled, as he drank four beers in a row, then stretched out on Granâs couch and fell asleep.
Five years later, he mentioned that afternoon once. Just
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