for the beauty of the lush countryside that day.
Iâm like an old dog looking for a place to die, he thought wearily, then paused abruptly, for he had been a man of great zest, and the discovery that he had given up swept over him. He stood stock-still in the middle of the street, unaware of the white-washed houses of Bedford or the noisy flock of geese crossing the village green like a snowy cloud. He suddenly remembered the day he had stood on the deck of the Mayflower, just off Southampton, with Pastor Robinsonânow dead. That day with the small band of believers, they had looked their last at England and turned to face the unseen land across the sea. A lump rose in his throat as thoughts of themâStandish, Alden, Mullins, Bradford, and Captain Christopher Jones! All gone nowâand Iâm not far behind.
âMr. Winslow!â A voice caught at him, interrupting his reminiscing. As he turned he saw Pastor Gifford approaching from the square with his nephew. âYouâre two days late,â Gifford said as he came to take Winslowâs hand. âWeâve been concerned.â
âEvery coach was full for two days after the King arrivedfrom France.â He shook his head sadly. âIâd have been most happy to leave earlier.â
âCome, Uncle,â Matthew said quickly, noting his evident fatigue. âThese coach rides are enough to make a man take to his bed. Iâll accompany you to Pastor Giffordâs house. You can tell us the news on the way.â
âI think I will take a little rest, Matthew,â his uncle nodded. He allowed himself to be led along the street by Matthewâs gentle pressure. He said little as they made their way past the first group of cottages north of the Mote Hall, but gave a sigh of relief as they came to the small cottage of the pastor.
âWife!â Gifford called out as they crossed the threshold, âWe have a guest.â
Giffordâs wife Sarah, a short, heavy-set woman of fifty, turned from the massive fireplace, her face lighting up at the sight of the older man. âAh now, Iâve been cooking for you for two days! Sit you down, and you can have these meat pies Iâve had to fight my husband and your nephew for!â
âYes, sit down, Edward,â Gifford urged, pulling a heavy chair back from the table. âSit you down, too,â he said to the younger Winslow. âYou can lie down after youâve eaten, Edward, but first, tell us about the event.â
âCharles is king of Englandâand thatâs the whole of it,â Winslow said heavily. He reached into his inner pocket, fumbled around briefly, then pulled a letter out. âA letter from your father.â
As Matthew opened the letter, he heard Pastor Gifford saying, âWell, we knew it was coming, didnât we?â
âYes, we knew it.â Winslow leaned forward, placed his brow on his fist and closed his eyes. âAye, we knew it, Johnâ but I donât think any of us really have any idea of what itâs going to be like.â
âIn that you are probably right,â Gifford said slowly. âItâll be a dark night of the soul for our people.â
As the two older men spoke of the new order and theproblems it would bring to their small world, Matthew read the brief lines:
4 March 1660
My son Matthew,
Your request that we travel to England to meet your new bride is, of course, quite out of the question. I fear you do not yet understand how ill your mother is. She is almost completely bedfast now, and I must stay at home to take care of her, except for those times when the neighbors sit with her.
I do not even dare go to preach overnight at any of the churches, for fear she will be gone when I return. She is quite ready to go home to the Lord. This morning when one of the good ladies asked her if she had any fear, she roused up, and her eyes had the same fire they had when I first saw her,
Hannah Howell
Avram Davidson
Mina Carter
Debra Trueman
Don Winslow
Rachel Tafoya
Evelyn Glass
Mark Anthony
Jamie Rix
Sydney Bauer