couldnât put too much heart into it. This was not fighting. This was slaughter, more or less.
Afterward, Shomake sat on the curb, sobbing to himself. All over, his body ached, but there was more hurt than that in his heart, and he was not able to throw it off the way Ishky had. Why had Christ died, if the world was only this?
The sun, so hot, only made him suffer more. False beauty. He wanted to go home and put his head in his motherâs lap, but that would not solve the whole thing. Still, he had to solve it.
Maybeâif he went to IshkyâHe sat there sobbing and thinking for a long time. Maybe if he went to Ishky, they could go and look for the magic garden again. Then, for the first time, he smiled a little, remembering the garden the way Ishky had described it. And it was so nearâonly in the back of Ishkyâs house.
If you could go into the garden, just like that, couldnât you stay there? And then, maybe, you could stay there all the time.
Awkwardly, he got to his feet, and he began to shamble up the block. There, sure enough, was Ishky, and Marie was with him.
âHey, Ishky,â he called.
Ishky began to swagger. He wondered what Shomake would think, seeing him holding Marieâs hand like that.
âHey, Ishky!â
Marie turned up her nose.
âWanna play, Ishky?â
âHeâs a dirdy wop,â Marie confided to Ishky.
âYeah.â
âWanna find duh gaden?â
And then Shomake stood stunned and forlorn; Ishky had swaggered past without ever noticing him.
ELEVEN
N OWâTHE FIGHT BETWEEN BLACKBELLY AND OLLIE . Y OU must understand why this fight was inevitable, and how out of this fight developed the compact gang formation which divided the block into two distinct parts.
The last time they had fought, Blackbelly had mashed Ollieâs head with a broken bottle; but if Ollie resented anything about this, it was the fact that the bottle had not come into his hand before it came into Blackbellyâs. A broken bottle was legal enough in any fight.
Out of that, Ollie began to vision his gang, a close, well-knit gang to drive the Negroes out of the lower end of the block. Now, Ollie was no fool; more than that, he was a person who thought a great deal. He knew that he hated the Negroes. In the upper part of the block, he was king; but when he walked down the block he took his safety into his hands. He thought of a time when the block would be his, from east to west. It meant beating the Negroes, and that meant organizing a gang. But when it came to organizing, he was strangely helpless.
This is the way the combination between Ishky and Ollie came aboutâafter Ollie had heard of Ishkyâs feat of leaping from the roof.
W HAT HAVE I done to Shomake now? He used to be my friend, and now? Now I walk past him, and even though I see the expression upon his face, it doesnât affect me.
(Ishky, what do you know of a woman, except to worship her?)
Afterward, I would say to myself, âIt is all Marieâs fault.â Yet how is that possible? I love Marie, and to me she is the perfect woman above all other women. So how can the fault be Marieâs?
Now, in spite of what I have done to Shomake,âI am quite happy.
âYâlike tuh read, Marie?â
âSometimes. Whatâs duh gaden?â
âJusâ sumpen I tolâ Shomake.â
âHeâs a dumb wop.â
âYeahâyâlike âventure stories?â
âSometimes. Whereâs duh gaden?â
âWhat gaden?â
âDuh one yuh tolâ Shomake about.â
âI dunno.â
âDen whyya talkinâ all about a gaden?â
âJusâ fer fun.â
She glanced sidewise at him, and then she said, âIs it dark in duh gaden?â
âI dunno.â
âAwrightâtake yer pissy gaden. See if I care.â
H OW IS IT that I canât tell Marie about the garden? I told Shomake about it, and I
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