fact that Hector and I were over began to become very, very clear.
Chapter 7
A nd itâs exactly that stupid fear of being over, finished, thrown out, that creates the misery of our mistakes. Itâs also how notorious number four came to be part of my list.
Well, that, and the bookstore.
And the real estate slump of 2008.
It was during the preceding fall of 2007 that Hector, being an extremely intelligent and strategic man, convinced his wife to sell their home in the character-rich/then value-poor neighborhood of The Roads, which they did just before the bubble burst. This way, heâd explained, theyâd be able to save their bookstore and turn their equity into cash otherwise irrecoverable later. The following fall, in October 2008, they moved into my building.
Had I not been in the middle of catching husband number two with the yoga teacher at about the same time, a man whoâd sell his house before he closed down a bookstore would have been an aphrodisiac too strong to resist for me.
Now, itâs true that Hector first came to see the apartment with his wife, Olivia. But he later returned alone to sign the lease and pay his first monthâs rent, bringing a book and a chocolate soufflé with him as a âlandlord gift.â
âThank you. I thought the landlordâs the one who welcomes the tenants with a housewarming gift.â
âOh, you have been more than welcoming. Youâre obviously an incredibly warm woman, not to mention a beautiful one, so what else can I do but bring you gifts?â
Iâd seen right through him: pompous, oversexed, and with a wife who scared the wits out of me. Always silent, smiling that superior, crazy half-smile. I thanked him for the soufflé, told him he could return the signed lease later, closed the door, and didnât give it another thought beyond, âFool, please. I am not in the mood for people with penises just now.â
For a while, all was calm. I had a couple of short affairs, not even worth including in my list. I didnât ask anyone for help, and I didnât encourage any man to ask it of me. I was completely alone: no family, no friends, and no real relationships besides my tenants and the people of Coffee Park.
Time passed. And Manuel passed. And Jorge came and left, and more time passed, and then one day, when I was finally tired of being almost forty and I could feel the loneliness in my bones like mold, he returned.
It wasnât cold that early Miami morning in February when he knocked on my door. Still, he wore a coat and scarf because, as Iâd later learn, he always dressed for the season, regardless of where he was.
âGood afternoon, Mariela. So sorry to disturb you,â heâd said when I answered, with his precise diction and his thick Argentinian accent.
âItâs okay. Something wrong in your apartment?â
âOh, no, no. I just need a copy of my lease. I seem to have misplaced it.â
âOh, okay. Well, come on in and Iâll print you one.â
As I looked for the lease on my computer, he strolled casually into my kitchen.
âWhere do you keep the coffee? Ah, here it is. I thought weâd share some coffee while Iâm here,â he explained when he saw Iâd followed him into the kitchen with a pen between my lips and a startled look on my face.
âIâm sorry,â he said then, looking sheepish. âAm I being too familiar? God, I always do this. Iâm such a boludo , how you say . . . a jackass? I get the story chemistry and thereâs no stopping me.â
âThe story chemistry?â
âYou love stories, donât you?â he said, pointing to my large book collection, which took up half the wall space in my small living room/office and could be seen from where he stood in the kitchen.
âSure,â I said, flattered enough to want him to inspect them, to be impressed by my varied choice of authors: John Barth,
Rayven T. Hill
Robert Mercer-Nairne
Kristin Miller
Drew Daniel
Amanda Heath
linda k hopkins
Sam Crescent
Robert & Lustbader Ludlum
Michael K. Reynolds
T C Southwell