Jason said softly. "What was your nightmare, by the way?
"You wouldn't believe me even if I told you."
"Try me."
"It's silly," D.D. laughed nervously, "but I dreamed that they handed out the bluebooks-and I didn't understand the questions. Stupid, ha? Anyway, you can go to bed now, Jason. I'm perfectly okay."
The next morning, D. D. made no mention whatsoever of the trauma of the night before. In fact, he was exceptionally obnoxious, as if unconsciously informing Jason that what he had seen a few hours earlier was just a one-time aberration. Still Jason felt duty-bound to say something to the dorm proctor, who was nominally supposed to be responsible for
their welfare. Besides, Dennis Linden was a medical student and might understand the whole phenomenon that Jason had witnessed.
"Dennis," cautioned Jason, "you've got to give me your word that this is strictly confidential."
"Absolutely," the soon-to-be-M.D. replied. "I'm glad you called this thing to my attention."
"Seriously, I think D. D. will go bonkers if he doesn't
get all A's. He's got this wild obsession that he has to be first in The Class."
Linden puffed his Chesterfield, blew rings into the air,
and answered casually, "But, Gilbert, we - both know that's an impossibility."
"What makes you so sure?" Jason inquired, puzzled.
"Listen, let me tell you something in confidence. Your roommate wasn't even number one in his own high school, which sent half-a-dozen guys here with much higher averages and board scores. In fact, the Admissions Office only rated
-him a little over 10.5."
"What?" Jason asked.
"Look, as I said, this stuff is really classified. But Harvard calculates the future standing of each student they accept-."
"In advance?" Jason interrupted.
The proctor nodded and continued. "And what's more, they're almost never wrong."
"You mean to tell me that you know what grades I'm going to get this January?" Jason asked with stupefaction.
"Not only that," the future doctor answered, 'we know pretty much just where you'll graduate."
"Why not tell me now, so I won't bother studying too hard," Jason said, only barely joking.
"Now come on, Gilbert, what I said is absolutely off the record, And I only told you so you could be ready to support your roommate when he wakes up to discover that he isn't Einstein."
Jason suddenly erupted with angry resentment.
"Hey, listen, Dennis, I'm not fit to act as a
psychiatrist. Can't we do -something to help this guy now?" The proctor took another puff and answered, "Jason, young Davidson-who, between the two of us, I find a little twerp-is here at Harvard precisely to learn his limitations. That is,
if I may say so, one of the things that we do best. Let this ride till midterm. If the -guy's unable to deal with the fact that he's not on top of the mountain, then maybe we'll
arrange for him to talk to someone in the -Health Department. Anyway, I'm glad that you called this to my attention. Don't hesitate to come again if he starts acting weird."
"He's always acted weird," Jason responded with a haW-smile.
"Gilbert," said the proctor, "you've got no idea what whackos they accept at Harvard. D. D. is a damn Gibraltar compared to some of the nutcases I've seen."
ANDREW ELIOT'S DIARY
October 17, 1954
I never thought I was a good student and I didn't mind getting C's for all my hour exams. But I did think of
myself as a pretty good soccer player. And that illusion's just been dispelled.
The damn freshman team is so packed with all kinds of international big gunners that I could barely get a chance to put my toe in. -
Still, there is a little solace in this truly Harvard
lesson in humility. As 1 sit there on the bench awaiting my dispensation of three or four minutes' play during the final moments (if we're leading by enough), I can console myself with the reminder that the guy who plays ahead of me is no ordinary
"You wouldn't believe me even if I told you."
"Try me."
"It's silly," D.D. laughed nervously, "but I dreamed that they handed out the bluebooks-and I didn't understand the questions. Stupid, ha? Anyway, you can go to bed now, Jason. I'm perfectly okay."
The next morning, D. D. made no mention whatsoever of the trauma of the night before. In fact, he was exceptionally obnoxious, as if unconsciously informing Jason that what he had seen a few hours earlier was just a one-time aberration. Still Jason felt duty-bound to say something to the dorm proctor, who was nominally supposed to be responsible for
their welfare. Besides, Dennis Linden was a medical student and might understand the whole phenomenon that Jason had witnessed.
"Dennis," cautioned Jason, "you've got to give me your word that this is strictly confidential."
"Absolutely," the soon-to-be-M.D. replied. "I'm glad you called this thing to my attention."
"Seriously, I think D. D. will go bonkers if he doesn't
get all A's. He's got this wild obsession that he has to be first in The Class."
Linden puffed his Chesterfield, blew rings into the air,
and answered casually, "But, Gilbert, we - both know that's an impossibility."
"What makes you so sure?" Jason inquired, puzzled.
"Listen, let me tell you something in confidence. Your roommate wasn't even number one in his own high school, which sent half-a-dozen guys here with much higher averages and board scores. In fact, the Admissions Office only rated
-him a little over 10.5."
"What?" Jason asked.
"Look, as I said, this stuff is really classified. But Harvard calculates the future standing of each student they accept-."
"In advance?" Jason interrupted.
The proctor nodded and continued. "And what's more, they're almost never wrong."
"You mean to tell me that you know what grades I'm going to get this January?" Jason asked with stupefaction.
"Not only that," the future doctor answered, 'we know pretty much just where you'll graduate."
"Why not tell me now, so I won't bother studying too hard," Jason said, only barely joking.
"Now come on, Gilbert, what I said is absolutely off the record, And I only told you so you could be ready to support your roommate when he wakes up to discover that he isn't Einstein."
Jason suddenly erupted with angry resentment.
"Hey, listen, Dennis, I'm not fit to act as a
psychiatrist. Can't we do -something to help this guy now?" The proctor took another puff and answered, "Jason, young Davidson-who, between the two of us, I find a little twerp-is here at Harvard precisely to learn his limitations. That is,
if I may say so, one of the things that we do best. Let this ride till midterm. If the -guy's unable to deal with the fact that he's not on top of the mountain, then maybe we'll
arrange for him to talk to someone in the -Health Department. Anyway, I'm glad that you called this to my attention. Don't hesitate to come again if he starts acting weird."
"He's always acted weird," Jason responded with a haW-smile.
"Gilbert," said the proctor, "you've got no idea what whackos they accept at Harvard. D. D. is a damn Gibraltar compared to some of the nutcases I've seen."
ANDREW ELIOT'S DIARY
October 17, 1954
I never thought I was a good student and I didn't mind getting C's for all my hour exams. But I did think of
myself as a pretty good soccer player. And that illusion's just been dispelled.
The damn freshman team is so packed with all kinds of international big gunners that I could barely get a chance to put my toe in. -
Still, there is a little solace in this truly Harvard
lesson in humility. As 1 sit there on the bench awaiting my dispensation of three or four minutes' play during the final moments (if we're leading by enough), I can console myself with the reminder that the guy who plays ahead of me is no ordinary
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