new Wranglers and worn boots. His western shirt was from the mall, not the farm store.
Contradictions. And she loved a mystery.
âSo, tell me.â She waited, holding the baby in the crook of her arm, but dropping the diaper bag.
âI grew up on a farm in a small town, Lacey. I wanted to live in the city, to experience life in an apartment with close neighbors.â
âAnd you loved it?â She smiled, because he couldnât have.
He grinned back at her. âI did, for a while. But then the new wore off and it was just noise, traffic and the smell of exhaust.â
âSo you came home because you got tired of city life?â
âI came home.â And he didnât finish, but she knew that heâd come home because of a broken heart. Sometimes she saw it in his eyes. Sometimes he looked like someone who had been broken, but was gluing the pieces back together.
âYour parents are glad.â
âI know they are.â He slipped the reins over the neck of the horse. âAnd Lacey, before you start thinking Iâm one of those poor strays behind the diner, Iâm not. Cindy didnât break my heart.â
He winked. For a moment she almost believed that his heart hadnât been broken. For a fleeting second she wanted to hold him. To be held by a cowboy with strong arms and roots that went deep in a community.
âI didnâtâ¦â She didnât know what to say. She didnât need to know? Or she didnât plan on trying to fix him?
âYou did. Your eyes get all weepy and you look like youâve found someone who needs fixing. I donât. Iâm glad to be home.â
He was standing close to her, and she hadnât realized before that his presence would suck the air out of her space, not until that moment. Her lungs tightened inside her chest and she took a step back, kissing the babyâs head to distract her thoughts from the man, all cowboy, standing in front of her.
He cocked his head to the side and his mouth opened, but then closed and he shook his head. âI need to find Cody.â
âOf course.â She backed away. âIâll meet up with you later.â
And later she would have her thoughts back in control and she wouldnât be thinking of him as the cowboy who picked up those silly dog figurines and put them back on the shelf while she swept up the pieces of what had been broken.
Chapter Five
L acey hurried away, ignoring the desire to glance over her shoulder, to see if he was watching. He wouldnât watch. He would get on his horse, shaking his head because she had climbed into his life that way.
She had no business messing in his life; she was a dirty sock, mistakenly tossed in the basket with the clean socks. She couldnât hide from reality.
Jay was the round peg in the round hole. He fit. He was a part of Gibson and someday, heâd marry a girl from Gibson. And Lacey didnât know why that suddenly bothered her, or why it bothered her that when he looked at her, it was with that look, the one that said she was the community stray, taken in and fed, given a safe place to stay.
The way she fed stray cats behind the diner.
âHey, Lacey, up here.â
She looked up, searching the crowd. When she saw Bailey, she waved. Bailey had a seat midway up the bleachers, with a clear view of the chutes. Lacey climbed the steps and squeezed past a couple of people to take a seat next to her friend.
âI didnât expect to see you here.â Bailey held her hands out and took the baby, her own belly growing rounder every day.
âLong story.â Lacey searched the crowd of men behind the pens. She sought a tall cowboy wearing a white hat, his shirt plaid. She found him, standing next to the buckskin and talking to one of the other guys.
âMake it a short story and fill me in.â Bailey leaned a shoulder against Laceyâs. âYou okay?â
âHmmm?â Lacey
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