shouted for Tony and phoned the vet.
âWe can see her at 10.15 a.m.â the receptionist said.
âI need to bring her now,â I gasped. âI think sheâs dying.â I could hardly say the words. I felt terrible. Why on earth hadnât I realised she was ill? Why had I made stupid assumptions about her being jealous? The guilt bit deep.
Lindy couldnât walk. She couldnât even stand up. Tony carried her out to the car and we raced down to the vetâs.
My little dog still managed a wag as we lifted her onto the table for Kate, our vet, who is one of the nicest people I know.
âIâm afraid this looks serious,â Kate told us, having examined Lindy carefully. âI need to wait for the blood test results to be sure, but I suspect she has something called haemolytic anaemia.â
Tony and I looked at her blankly.
âIt is an auto-immune condition,â she explained. âThe white blood cells attack the red blood cells resulting in severe anaemia.â Kate lifted up Lindyâs lip and showed us her gums.
âLook how pale she is. Her gums should be a healthy pink.â
I nodded. Iâd thought Iâd known a lot about dogs but I hadnât known this simple check.
âThere are a number of causes,â Kate went on. âSometimes itâs sparked by an inoculation, but often we never find out why itâs happened.â
âWill she be OK?â There was a huge ache in my throat and I was trying not to cry. I had a feeling I already knew the answer.
âI have to tell you that the prognosis is poor,â she said, her eyes compassionate. âWe will start treating her straight away. I wonât wait for the blood tests. Iâm pretty sure she has this disease. I have actually seen four dogs with it recently.â
âWhat happened to the other dogs?â Tony asked. âIâm afraid they all died. But that doesnât mean Lindy will die.â She stroked our dogâs head and she got another sad little wag in response. âShe is a little fighter, arenât you, my love.â
For the next few days Lindyâs life hung in the balance. She was on a drip, being given steroids and fluids intravenously, but she wouldnât eat anything. It was as though she was fading before our eyes.
The animal hospital was a room lined with sturdy metal kennels, each with its own bedding and bowl of water. It was where animals recuperated after operations and where the very ill ones were kept under close observation. Lindy was the only occupant at that time, although she had plenty of company. The vet nurses knew her well and loved her, and either Tony or I went in to see her daily. We took her in treats to tempt her: fresh-cooked chicken and bits of beef or steak. I hand fed her like Iâd done on the beach six years earlier. She ate very little â she wasnât touching the food the vet nurses gave her either. Although she still managed to wag her tail.
On the Friday evening Kate called me on the phone. âI think you should come in and see Lindy.â Her voice was grave. âShe is quite weak and she is not responding to treatment.â
Although she didnât say it I knew what she was telling me. My beautiful little dog had all but given up the battle. I would be going in to say my goodbyes.
I took chicken as I always did, but this time Lindy didnât even raise her head to sniff it. She just lay on her side although she had managed a weak little wag when she saw me. I couldnât help myself. I kneeled in her kennel and I cried my heart out, my tears falling onto her soft coat.
I thought of her as Iâd first seen her, running on the beach, I thought of all the things sheâd survived in her life: fending for herself and her pups on the beach; the stampeding cows; the river; the cancer; the night in the forest.
Was this it? Had she had her last life? Was it all to end here in this sterile
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