by this time opened up the shop and taken bacon and eggs to my father upstairs.
We would finish around early evening, and the routine at the end of the day was just as well established. Sid would park on the main road outside the shop, and take the dayâs money into my parents. My mother and I would count it on the kitchen table, and it was my fatherâs job to go out to the Commer and take a note of the paraffin gauges, and check inside to see what stock had been sold. The routine was changed one Saturday evening, and it was my mother who was killed, not my father as it should have been.
We were back much later than usual. A thick winterâs fog was swirling in off the estuary and we had to inch along the lanes. We came in and found my father sitting in front of the wireless. He was filling in the scores on his football coupon, with a half a bottle of whisky on the table beside him. He refused to go out to the van until the results were over. Sid was anxious to get home, and he couldnât take the Commer to the yard until the gauges and stock had been checked. My mother said she would do the checking and that my father would move the van later.
She found a torch, pencil and paper, and went outside. I put the kettle on, went to the bathroom to pee, and chatted to my brother who was splashing about in the bath. I walked through to the front of the house, where I had my bedroom, overlooking the main street. I could only just make out the shape of the Commer, but I could see the fuzzy light from my motherâs torch as she checked the gauges. Next thing, the headlights of a car came up behind her. I heard the screech of brakes, like fingers down a blackboard, and then a tremendous bang. The headlights went out, steam came gushing through the fog, and the torch come spinning up towards me.
I ran downstairs. My father was still in the kitchen. I screamed at him and ran out into the fog. I didnât think at all about what Iâd find, but wondered what we would do at Christmas.
She was squashed flat against the paraffin tank, her face turned sideways, looking up at the house as if she had tried in that final second to ask for my help. I watched the blood dripping from her mouth, and heard someone retching in the gutter behind me. Neighbours appeared, splashing frantically through the leaking paraffin, and took me away inside.
âChristmas,â I said to OâMalley âwas a disaster. He took us to a hotel in Cornwall but we ran away with the train tickets and went home. Not bad for two kids in short trousers.â
âAnd fat sausages for ever more?â OâMalley really knew how to put two and two together.
When I arrived home, the house was silent and gloomy. Rachel was in the garden room. I could see sheâd been crying. I sat down beside her, and she handed me the Cambrian News .
âPage eight,â she said, so quietly it was almost a whisper.
At the top of the In Memoriam column was a picture of a black and white collie. The name underneath was Mably, with the words: Caught in a spinney of murdering herbs .
âWho could do such a horrible thing?â Rachel asked.
âItâs Milk Wood , isnât it?â
âSort of.â
âBeynon the butcher?â
âNo, Pugh the poisoner.â
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I usually let the small birds out first so that they have time for a fair share before their big sisters come running in with their
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