in a stroller, then she bit the cop who arrested her. Dudeâs got to get tetanus shots! So Iâm thinking she deserves whatever she gets.â
âYeah, butâ¦â
(This wasnât going as well as Iâd hoped.)
I tried again. âThe trolls write such awful things. Look at the kids in our own school. Some of them say horrible things about people.â
Morgan swiveled her head to look at me in a searching sort of way. âWhat are you talking about? This doesnât have anything to do with our school.â
âNothing, I donât know,â I said.
âIf I were some big celebrity, and people were talking about me, Iâd want to know about it,â Morgan said. âBurying your head in the sand isnât going to help.â
âI donât agree. When you read those idiots, you disrespect yourself,â I said, my voice rising.
She stared at me. âWait a minute, Sam. Are you talking about me?â
She stood, hands on her hips.
âNo,â I said. âNo, no. I mean just anybody.â
âI think itâs funny,â she said. âNobody takes any of that stuff seriously.â
I didnât say anything, just sat there and felt depressed. We were quiet for a minute. Morgan standing, scrolling through her phone, tapping away; me resisting the urge to throw it against a brick wall.
Finally, Morgan wondered, âHey, Sam. Do you think my hairâs too thin?â
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SOMETHING
It wasnât a date, but I guess it was something .
Our secret something.
We decided to see a movie together. We were a boy and a girl, yes, but it wasnât that .
Iâm not even sure how it came about. Oh yeah. One afternoon by the log (we had discovered the most perfect place to sit in the woods behind the elementary school and christened it cleverly âthe logâ), Morgan was really perky and she started talking about this thing she really wanted us to do. And I mean: really-really.
âI want to go to the movies with you and sneak in tons of food,â she said. âItâll be hilarious. Huge foot-long sandwiches, bags of candy, chips, drinks. A total feast.â
âHow are we going to smuggle all that in?â I asked. âExcuse me, young man. Is that a foot-long sandwich in your pants, or are you just happy to see me?â
( Ha, she laughed. âGood one!â)
âWe should do it,â Morgan urged.
âWe should,â I fired back before thinking.
âAll right, letâs,â she decided.
Um â¦
âThis Saturday,â she said. âWeâll go to the earliest show.â
And I was like, âSure!â before my brain caught up to my mouth and screamed: WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?
Too late.
This wasnât a date. To be clear.
But still! It was something . The idea of it felt different.
The movie couldnât have been more random. Morgan couldnât care less what we saw. This was her deal. She opted for a scary movieâ The Haunting or The Conjuring or The Corn or whatever it was called, Paranormal 16 !âat a theater on Elm Avenue, a long bike ride away. It was the easiest theater we could get to by ourselves, without involving parents and a million questions neither of us wanted to answer.
But also this: I felt it was going to be our time. No one to see us, no one to judge. Weâd do it on our own. Forget the wicked old world for a few hours.
I worried.
âDonât worry,â she said, reading my mind. âNo one goes to movies at 10:30 in the morning.â
And she was right, and she was wrong .
No one was there.
But I should have worried. Looking back, this was our happiest, purest few hours togetherâand the beginning of the end. Within two days, she would hate me.
(Iâm not ready to tell that part yet.)
First we pedaled to Marcoâs Deli. Again, totally Morganâs idea. She was the mastermindâand loaded with cash. âMy
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