Tiny and dark in every way except for her spirit, sheâd won me over in the first minutes I knew her.
âDo tell,â I replied as I settled into the corner chair.
Miaka grinned widely at me. âI was thinking about buying a gallery.â
âReally?â My eyebrows raised in surprise. âSo, owning instead of creating, huh?â
âI donât think you could ever actually stop painting,â Elizabeth said thoughtfully.
I nodded. âYouâre too talented.â
Miaka had been selling her art online for years. Even now, mid-conversation, she was tapping away on her phone, and I felt certain another big sale was in the works. The fact that any of us owned a phone was almost ridiculousâas if we had anyone to callâbut she liked staying plugged into the world.
âBeing in charge of something seems like fun, you know?â
âI do,â I said. âOwnership sounds incredibly appealing.â
âExactly!â Miaka typed and spoke at the same time. âResponsibility, individuality. Itâs all missing now, so maybe I can make up for it later.â
I was about to say that we had plenty of responsibilities, but Elizabeth spoke up first.
âI had a new idea, too,â she trilled.
âTell us.â Miaka set down her phone and climbed onto her as if they were puppies.
âIâve decided I really like singing. I think Iâd like to use it in a different way.â
âYouâd be a fantastic lead singer in a band.â
Elizabeth sat up straight, nearly knocking Miaka to the floor. âThatâs exactly what I thought!â
I watched them, marveling at the fact that three such different people, born to different places and times and customs, could balance one another out so well.
âWhat about you, Kahlen?â
âHuh?â
Miaka propped herself up. âAny new big dreams?â
Weâd played this game hundreds of times as a way to keep our spirits up. Iâd had dozens of ideas over the years. Iâd considered being a doctor as a way to make amends for all the lives Iâd taken. A dancer, so I could practice controlling my body in every way. A writer, so I could find a way to use my voice whether I spoke or not. An astronaut, in case I needed to put extra space between the Ocean and me.
But deep down I knew there was only one thing I really wanted. I eyed the large history book that rested by my favorite chairâthe book Iâd meant to take back into my room last nightâmaking sure the bridal magazine inside was still hidden from sight.
I smiled and shrugged. âSame old, same old.â
I swallowed as I set foot onto campus. Unlike some of my sisters, human ears set me on edge. But even now, I could hear Elizabethâs voice in my head. âYou donât need to stay inside all the time. Iâm not living that way,â she had vowed, maybe two weeks into her new life with us. And she stayed true to her word, not only getting out herself, but making sure that the rest of us also had as much of a life as possible. Venturing out was half to appease her, half to indulge myself.
Our current home was right near a university, which was perfect for me. It meant slews of people wandering around on open lawns and mingling at picnic tables. I didnât feel the need to go to concerts or clubs or parties like Elizabeth and Miaka. I was content merely to be among the humans. If I sat under a tree, I could pretend to be one of them for hours.
I watched people pass, pleased we were in such a friendly area that some people waved at me for no reason at all. If I could have said hello to themâjust one tiny, harmless wordâthe illusion would have been perfect.
â. . . if she doesnât want to. I mean, why doesnât she just say something?â one girl asked the crowd of friends surrounding her. I imagined her a queen bee, the others hapless drones.
âYouâre totally
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