that, I suppose?â
âJust the part where she tried to save your soul and you basically told her to pop some pills.â I smiled at her, hoping sheâd laugh, hoping sheâd get my weirdness and be okay with it. Then I realized how mean what Iâd said might have sounded and my smile slipped. I shook my head in apology. âSorry. I shouldnât joke about it. Not my business.â
The corner of her mouth lifted in a small smile. She stepped onto the sidewalk next to me, and the streetlight glinted off the locket around her neck, held tight to her throat by a black satin ribbon. The locket was a silver heart, kept closed by what looked like wings. I tried to keep my gaze at eye level. Cara was about a foot shorter than me. So cute and petite that I easily could have picked her up and carried her around. I didnât, of course, because how creepy would that have been?
âItâs okay. And yeah, you got the gist of it. How sad is it that my whole existence can be summed up by a stranger who overheard one argument with my mother?â
Stranger. For a moment, Iâd completely forgotten about the stalker outside my window. But it didnât matter. This was a far better way to spend my time.
Stress was coming off Cara in waves, like heat. This wasnât exactly how Iâd pictured meeting her, and I felt a little guilty about how excited I was when she was standing here hurting.
âIâm Stephen. Youâre Cara, right? I heard your mom say it.â I gestured to the house with a nod and then smiled at Cara once again. âSo now weâre not strangers.â
âWell, Iâm definitely stranger than you. Bet on it.â Her small smile spread into a full-on grin, lighting up her whole face. She looked so much prettier when she smiled. She tilted her head at me curiously. âYouâre new around here. How new?â
âNew enough. My dad grew up here. He and I moved into my grandmotherâs house a block that way yesterday. Last night, really. Late.â I had no idea why I kept adding details to my reply. It wasnât like she was quizzing me or anything. But the stupid just kept rolling out of my mouth like a red carpet. Inside, I was kicking myself.
âSounds about right. Everybody who leaves comes back in the end. What are your thoughts on Spencer so far?â
For a moment, she seemed slightly guarded, waiting for my response. I couldnât tell if she wanted me to say I hated it or I liked it. I decided to be honest. They say the truth will set you free.
And nothing good had ever come my way on the heels of a lie.
âFrom what Iâve seen so far, it kind of sucks.â She winced and I shrugged. Maybe that wasnât the right answer. But if she was sacrificing goats in her free time, did I really care about her opinion of me so much? âNo offense.â
She shrugged, too, and then nodded. If anything, she looked a little relieved to hear me say it. âNone taken. Iâm not the mayor. Hell, Spencer isnât even big enough to have a mayor. Just some stupid council. Where are you from, anyway? And how did you get stuck here?â
âIâm from Denver. And how I got stuck here is a long story, ending with my dad losing his job and my mom . . . well, staying behind, at least for now.â I wasnât sure why I was telling her all this, especially outside her house in the dark, when weâd only just met. I just knew that I wanted to tell her whatever she wanted to hear about me. About anything.
She furrowed her brow sympathetically, and as my attention dropped briefly to her lips, I wondered where her dad was. I didnât dare ask. It seemed pushy to me, and I didnât want to push her. I wanted to kiss her. But only once weâd figured out that whole goat-sacrifice thing. âCan I tell your future?â she said.
âWell, I can, but only through the next school year. It involves too
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