much faster than weâre doing, and without you having to go back to work.â
âReally? How?â Natalie looked puzzled.
âIâm going to apply for a new job.â
âDoing what?â
âStill a sparky, of course. But away from here . . .â
âMove? Oh no! Do you want us to move? Do you want to rent this place out?â
âCalm down, Nat. No, of course not. Anyway,â he smiled at her, âwhoâd rent the place in the state itâs in? No, what I meant was that Iâll be away, but you and the kids will stay here. I wonât be away all the time. But I can make a lot more money working out at a mine site. Itâll be long hours but great money. And they tell me the conditions arenât bad.â
âYou mean youâre going to be a fly in â fly out worker?â said Natalie quietly. âHow long would you be away for?â
âItâs four weeks on, one week off. Twelve working days a fortnight.â
âThatâs ridiculous! Crazy.â
âI know itâs not perfect for us, Nat, but itâs great takehome pay, much more than what I earn now.â
âWhere would you be?â asked Natalie, trying to settle her jumbled feelings and emotions. The money sounded terrific but the hours were horrendous for Mark, she would miss him and how would she manage on her own for such long stretches at a time?
âCentral Queensland. Thereâs a lot of work for good electricians: keeping machinery operating, wiring work sites and building living quarters and facilities for the workers.â
âItâs such a long time away . . .â began Natalie, feeling close to tears.
âItâs the only way we can save enough money to get the renovations done quickly. Just for a year or two, say. And after each shift, when I come back, Iâll have seven days just to be here with you and the kids. That will give you a break. You can have lunch with your girlfriends, and Iâll spend quality time with the kids.â
Natalie stared at Mark. âYouâll need time-out after working those hideous hours. Itâs your break, too.â
âIâve talked to other people who have done it. Jasonâs working as a plumber over in the west. Saving up for a house. Says heâs whacking nearly a grand into the bank every pay.â
âI have to think about this.â Natalie got up. She was too tired for another glass of wine and she wanted to think about the whole idea before discussing it further.
âI need to get to bed. Adam is waking so early these mornings. Letâs talk about this some more before we make a decision.â
Slowly Natalie got used to the idea and the lure of the extra money seemed too good an opportunity to pass up.
But when Mark started his new job the adjustment for them all was much greater than they had imagined. The children became clingy and needy while he was away. When Mark came home he was exhausted and slept for hours at a stretch. It took at least two days for him to reset his body clock, regain his good temper and enjoy playing with them, and then it was time for him to go again.
âItâs not like youâve flown in from Alaska,â complained Natalie. âI donât understand why the job has had such an impact on you.â
Mark sighed. âI donât stay up late boozing, watching DVDs or anything like that,â he said defensively. âAnyway, we get tested for alcohol and drugs and you canât work if theyâre in your system.â
âDrugs! You get drug tested?â exclaimed Natalie.
âPeople are driving expensive equipment, working with explosives. Itâs a safety thing. Jeez, I donât want to work with someone whoâs not all there.â
âWhat are you doing that makes you so tired?â
âIâm working. But itâs hard physical work, even my job. Thereâs a lot of noise, speed,
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