and carried him and Bo and Kris carried Sandra. For the first time ever, no gate was manned, no cooks were cooking, no one was working the power plant, and we all joined the funerals that were happening. I laid Steven’s mangled body down as gently as I could. I could feel the blood trickling from my fallen brother down my back and shoulder blade. I stood at the front. “I didn’t know Sandra well, but we were lucky to have her…Steven, my friend, my comrade, I hope the heavens take you into their arms and lead you to your wife and kids again…. Hudson, you were like a son to me. I watched you grow up and you were taken much too young. I hope God leads you into heaven better than he’s let the world go to hell.” I walked off so everyone else could say their goodbyes. Kris jogged up to catch up with me. “Where are you going?” I never missed a stride. “I’m going to check on the meat and start throwing some marinade on some of the things for tomorrow.” “Do you really think a barbeque is a good idea right now?” She suggested. I stopped and looked at her. “I think a barbeque is something that everyone needs. We don’t need to sit around and mope no matter how hurt we are. I didn’t get to mope for my losses either and I’m glad that I didn’t. You either get on living or you give up while dying.” I continued walking. Kris stayed standing there trying to wrap her mind around it all.
Gizmo walked by Kris with tears still going. “He’s right.” Kris turned around to see Cloie and Tina dropped to their knees still out by Hudson’s grave. Tina was brushing her hands across the top of the dirt gently as if she was combing his hair back with her finger tips. Cloie had her hand on Tina’s back trying to comfort her crying for her brother. I walked into the cafeteria and into the back to look at what all the meat we had. Meat almost fell out of the walk-in we had so much packed in there. I pulled out one of the alligator tails. Before I could make my way out of the walk-in with it, Gizmo was standing there with his hands held out waiting for me to hand it to him. “You should be with your family, brother.” I recommended. He wiped the tears from his face. “You’re probably right.” He grabbed the tail and sat it on a table behind him. I stepped out and hugged him. “Go be with your family, brother. Tomorrow is another day.” I could hear the front door open and Howard, Bo and Kris walked into the back. Gizmo looked at everyone and walked out. “Can we help?” Howard asked. I cracked a small half smile to the thought of complete strangers becoming family. “Sure.” I opened the walk-in and went back inside. I grabbed a couple slabs of deer and a couple of slabs of hog and handed it over to each of them. I stepped back out of the walk-in and started looking at all the meat that covered all four stainless steel tables. I grabbed a cleaver from off the wall and started with the alligator tail, slicing it into one inch cuts. “What are you going to make with those?” Bo asked.
I continued slicing. “You ain’t ever had alligator steaks?”
“I guess I can’t say that I have.” He answered. “What are you wanting to do with the rest?” Howard asked as Milissa, Bobbi and Chelley came walking through the back. I turned and looked at them. “I want all the back straps sliced into one inch steaks. The pork butts I want left as is. Everything else just cut down small enough to throw onto the pits.” We all started working together to get it done. I started pulling the spices and soaking them down. The rest I put in the marinade, then covered everything in aluminum foil. We had to place everything back into the walk-in once it was ready since we didn’t have enough room for it anywhere else. Everyone started leaving once we had the meat put up. I stayed behind and cleaned all the knives