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Cailean pushed the heavy blanket aside and placed her hand on the floor. She used this tactic often after a night of binge drinking to help keep the room from spinning and reduce the nausea.
âItâs after two oâclock,â he said. She felt too lousy to care that Wilson had come to lecture her again and didnât think she could lift her head to give him a dirty look even if she tried.
âCailean, did you hear what I said?â
He sat at the bottom of the couch by her feet and he tapped his foot aggressively. He always did that when he was upset.
âPlease stop shaking the couch,â she said.
âThen answer me when I ask you something.â
âJust keep your voice down and stop shaking the couch, OK?â
âI donât like it when you donât answer me,â he said.
âI know, Wilson. Iâm exhausted and you just woke me up, what do you expect?â
âItâs two pm.â
The windows were covered with heavy curtains and she had hung clothing off the curtain rod to block out any daylight that might enter the room through the slightest crack.
âI donât care what time it is,â she said. âLeave me alone and let me get back to sleep. Iâm tired.â
âYouâre not tired, youâre hung over again. Thereâs a big difference.â
âWhatâs it to you anyway?â
âIt is everything to me, Cailean.â
A persistent ache in the back of her head was accompanied by a full body tremble that begged for more alcohol.
âYouâre totally creeping me out,â she said. âHow long have you been sitting there watching me?â
âLong enough to know that as bad as Iâm going to feel about it, I know this is the right thing for me to do.â
âWhat are you talking about? Youâre not even making any sense.â Her face was pressed into the cushion and her hand remained firmly on the floor. âWhy donât you just go away and leave me alone?â
He pulled the blanket off of her completely and she looked at him with intense irritation.
He lifted a bottle of Jack Daniels out of his lap and waited until she looked at it. He turned it upside down and not a single drop came out.
âYou are a drunk,â he said, and dropped the empty bottle on the floor. The loud clunk made her sit up.
âWhat is wrong with you?â she said.
âLook at what youâve done to Beauâs playroom,â he said. His eyes were locked somewhere in the distance, focused on his agenda. âYouâve turned it into this dark chamber of self-pity. I feel depressed just coming in here.â
âWhy donât you lower your voice, Wilson? You know damn well that Iâm not feeling well.â
âI am done giving you free passes. You continue to do this to yourself day after day and there is nothing I can do to help you anymore.â
âHow did I ever guess?â she said. âAs soon as I woke up and realized it was you sitting there, I knew that this would turn into a lecture session. Spare me, would you?â She settled on her side, muscled the blanket away from Wilson, and pulled it over her head.
âI didnât come here to lecture you. That hasnât changed a thing, and if Iâm going to be honest with myself, I donât think anything I say or do ever will. Iâve come here to tell you that your behavior is unacceptable and it will not be tolerated anymore. Beau is at my momâs house and he will remain there until tomorrow. Iâm giving you until then to be out of the house.â
She pulled the blanket down, stared at him for a second, and then laughed.
âYou canât kick me out of the house. Itâs as much mine as it yours.â
âNo, not anymore. You will go because Iâm not going to give you any other choice.â
She sat up again and the nausea followed her. She realized that her wild hair,
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