story. In fact, it was the tremendous sympathy she showed that encouraged me to propose. If it hadnât been for that, I shouldnât have had the nerve. Iâm not fit to black her shoes.â
Odd, the poor opinion a man always hasâwhen he is in loveâof his personal attractions. There were times when I thought of Grace Bates, Heloise Miller, and Clarice Wembley, when I felt like one of the beasts that perish. But then, Iâm nothing to write home about, whereas the smallest gleam of intelligence should have told Wilton that he was a kind of Ouida guardsman.
âThis evening I managed somehow to do it. She was tremendously nice about itâsaid she was very fond of me and all thatâbut it was quite out of the question because of Amy.â
âI donât follow this. What did she mean?â
âItâs perfectly clear, if you bear in mind that Mary is the most sensitive, spiritual, highly strung girl that ever drew breath,â said Wilton, a little coldly. âHer position is this: she feels that, because of Amy, she can never have my love completely; between us there would always be Amyâs memory. It would be the same as if she married a widower.â
âWell, widowers marry.â
âThey donât marry girls like Mary.â
I couldnât help feeling that this was a bit of luck for the widowers; but I didnât say so. One has always got to remember that opinions differ about girls. One manâs peach, so to speak, is another manâs poison. I have met men who didnât like Grace Bates, men who, if Heloise Miller or Clarice Wembley had given them their photographs, would have used them to cut the pages of a novel.
âAmy stands between us,â said Wilton.
I breathed a sympathetic snort. I couldnât think of anything noticeably suitable to say.
âStands between us,â repeated Wilton. âAnd the damn silly part of the whole thing is that there isnât any Amy. I invented her.â
âYouâwhat!â
âInvented her. Made her up. No, Iâm not mad. I had a reason. Let me see, you come from London, donât you?â
âYes.â
âThen you havenât any friends. Itâs different with me. I live in a small country town, and everyoneâs my friend. I donât know what it is about me, but for some reason, ever since I can remember, Iâve been looked on as the strong man of my town, the man whoâs
all right
. Am I making myself clear?â
âNot quite.â
âWell, what I am trying to get at is this. Either because Iâm a strong sort of fellow to look at, and have obviously never been sick in my life, or because I canât help looking pretty cheerful, the whole of Bridley-in-the-Wold seems to take it for granted that I canât possibly have any troubles of my own, and that I am consequently fair game for anyone who has any sort of worry. I have the sympathetic manner, and they come to me to be cheered up. If a fellowâs in love, he makes a beeline for me, and tells me all about it. If anyone has had a bereavement, I am the rock on which he leans for support. Well, Iâm a patient sort of man, and, as far as Bridley-in-the-Wold is concerned, I am willing to play the part. But a strong man does need an occasional holiday, and I made up my mind that I would get it. Directly I got here I saw that the same old game was going to start. Spencer Clay swooped down on me at once. Iâm as big a draw with the Spencer Clay type of maudlin idiot as catnip is with a cat. Well, I could stand it at home, but I was hanged if I was going to have my holiday spoiled. So I invented Amy. Now do you see?â
âCertainly I see. And I perceive something else which you appear to have overlooked. If Amy doesnât existâor, rather, never did existâshe cannot stand between you and Miss Campbell. Tell her what you have told me, and all will be well.â
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