the palaces had been looted twice, once by the Japanese and then again by the Kuomintang. Nothing was the way Iâd pictured it. In the Three Great Halls, the surviving Ming and Qing relics were jumbled with treasures brought from all over China to fill the gaps. Song and Yuan paintings, water clocks, jade seals, cooking vessels, archeological finds; none of the rooms were intact, and they had the feel of a junk shop or of a museum exhibit hastily arranged by an amateur. The things were only things, dusty and out of place, and I couldnât recapture Uncle Owenâs rapt appreciation.
As I wandered past the Dragon Throne and the great bronze turtle whose mouth had once billowed smoke, I tried to feel the ghosts of the emperors and empresses, the eunuchs and the concubines, but the rooms were dead for me. I put my lack of interest down to tiredness and overexposure: I had seen too much in the past week, too much, too fast, too false. I turned away from the turtle and then I heard Zillahâs voice again:
Of course you donât like it
, she said.
The whole place is a lie.
Seven days since Iâd last heard her; her reappearance frightened me. I knew my bronchitis was getting worse and that the waves of heat and cold flooding me werenât a good sign, but I wanted so much to see Dr Yu that I willed my hands to stop trembling and refused to acknowledge what Iâd just heard. So Iâd heard a voice; it was only a voice. Maybe I was starved for English words.
âWhereâs the Triple Sounds Stone?â I asked out loud, as if someone might answer me. âItâs almost five.â
A group of women stared at me warily.
â Ni
jiang Yingyu ma?
â I asked. âDo you speak English?â
The women shook their heads and moved away.
âTriple Sounds Stone?â I said to everyone who passed. No one knew what I meant. I walked from hall to hall, up steps, down ramps, past carved pillars and painted dragons and another large bronze turtle, and still I couldnât find the stone or Dr Yu. Five oâclock came and went, and then quarter past. I was trembling and weak and beginning to get concerned.
A man with a black and red eye and a strangely twisted mouth approached me near the Dragon Throne, after Iâd circled past for the third time. âYou are lost?â he said in English. âI may be of help?â
I was so glad to hear his voice that I reached out and shook his hand. âIâm supposed to meet a friend,â I said. âAt the Triple Sounds Stone.â
âYou have no guide?â he said. âYou come here alone?â
I nodded. I couldnât help looking at his mouth, and he caught me. âMy mouth twist from sleeping near open window,â he said. âA draft. Please excuse this way I look. My eye â I have acupuncture for curing this mouth, and instead comes this coloring. You are American?â
âYes,â I said.
âYour friend you meet is Chinese?â
I nodded. âAnd Iâm late. Already. And actually, I havenât been feeling so well.â
He looked at me gravely. âThis is visible,â he said. âYou appear to have a deficiency of
yin
â your nose and throat feel dry?â
âAll the time,â I said.
He shook his head. âMany fluids,â he said. âIncrease secretions. Also certain herbs are very helpful. Come â this stone is perhaps near south of compound.â
We rushed through the halls at great speed, and only after a hot and sweaty thirty minutes did I think to mention to him that the Triple Sounds Stone was part of the Temple of Heaven. âI know itâs here,â I said. âI just donât know where. The stone is somewhere in the temple.â
He groaned and pressed his small hands together. âTemple of
Heaven?
â he said, his voice rising in real anguish. âNot Triple
Sounds
Stone â you are looking for Triple
Echo
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