about her, he remembered. ″All the way up to her shoulders,″ he had remarked coarsely to a friend at that first party. And her height had obsessed him ever since: she was a couple of inches taller than he even without her outrageous platform shoes.
″How did it go?″ she asked.
″Poorly. I felt rather snubbed.″
″Oh dear. Poor Julian, always getting snubbed.″
″I thought we agreed not to begin hostilities.″
″Right.″
Julian resumed: ″I′m just going to send out press releases and hope the hacks will turn up. It′ll have to be a good do.″
″Why not?″
″Because of the money, that′s why not. You know what I really ought to do?″
″Abandon the whole thing.″
Julian ignored that. ″Give them all cheese sandwiches and draft bitter, then spend the money on paintings.″
″Haven′t you bought enough?″
″I haven′t bought any″ Julian said. ″Three artists have agreed to let me show their stuff on a commission basis—if it sells, I get ten percent. What I really ought to do is buy the work outright. Then if the artist catches on in a big way, I make a pile. That′s how these things work″
There was a silence. Sarah offered no comment. Eventually Julian said: ″What I need is a couple of thousand more.″
″Are you going to ask Daddy?″ There was a hint of scorn in her voice.
″I can′t face that.″ Julian slumped lower in his chair and took a long pull at his vodka and tonic. ″It′s not just asking that hurts—it′s the certainty that he′ll say no.″
″Quite rightly. My God, I don′t know what made him fork out for your little adventure in the first place.″
Julian refused to rise to the bait. ″Nor do I,″ he said. He steeled himself to say what he had to. ″Look, couldn′t you scrape up a few hundred?″
Her eyes flashed. ″You stupid little bastard,″ she said. ″You touch my father for twenty thousand, you live in the house he bought, you eat the food I buy, and then you come to me for money! I have just about enough to live on, and you want to take that away. Christ.″ She looked away from him in disgust.
But Julian had taken the plunge now—he had nothing to lose. ″Look, you could sell something,″ he pleaded. ″Your car would raise enough for me to set the gallery up perfectly. You hardly ever use it. Or some of the jewelry you never wear.″
″You make me sick.″ She looked back at him, and her lips flared in a sneer. ″You can′t earn money, you can′t paint, you can′t manage a bloody picture shop—″
″Shut up!″ Julian was on his feet, his face white with anger. ″Stop it!″ he shouted.
″You know what else you can′t do, don′t you?″ she said. She pressed on remorselessly, turning the blade in the old wound to see it bleed afresh. ″You can′t screw!″ The last word was shouted, flung in his face like a blow. She stood up in front of him, untied the cord of her robe, and let the garment slip from her shoulders to the floor. She took the weight of her breasts in her hands, caressing them with her splayed fingers. She looked into his eyes.
″Could you do it to me now?″ she said softly. ″Could you?″
Rage and frustration made him dumb. His lips stretched bloodlessly across his mouth in a rictus of humiliated fury.
She put one hand on her pubis and thrust her hips forward at him. ″Try and do it, Julian,″ she said in the same seductive tone. ″Try and get it up for me.″
His voice was half a whisper, half a sob. ″You bitch,″ he said. ″You bloody woman, you bitch.″
He rushed down the back stairs to the integral garage, the memory of the row a twisting pain inside him. He flicked the switch that lifted the garage door, and got into Sarah′s car. She was the kind of person who always left the keys in the ignition.
He had never borrowed her car before, having been reluctant to ask; but now he took it unrepentantly. If she didn′t like it, she would have to lump it.
″Cow,″ he said
″How did it go?″ she asked.
″Poorly. I felt rather snubbed.″
″Oh dear. Poor Julian, always getting snubbed.″
″I thought we agreed not to begin hostilities.″
″Right.″
Julian resumed: ″I′m just going to send out press releases and hope the hacks will turn up. It′ll have to be a good do.″
″Why not?″
″Because of the money, that′s why not. You know what I really ought to do?″
″Abandon the whole thing.″
Julian ignored that. ″Give them all cheese sandwiches and draft bitter, then spend the money on paintings.″
″Haven′t you bought enough?″
″I haven′t bought any″ Julian said. ″Three artists have agreed to let me show their stuff on a commission basis—if it sells, I get ten percent. What I really ought to do is buy the work outright. Then if the artist catches on in a big way, I make a pile. That′s how these things work″
There was a silence. Sarah offered no comment. Eventually Julian said: ″What I need is a couple of thousand more.″
″Are you going to ask Daddy?″ There was a hint of scorn in her voice.
″I can′t face that.″ Julian slumped lower in his chair and took a long pull at his vodka and tonic. ″It′s not just asking that hurts—it′s the certainty that he′ll say no.″
″Quite rightly. My God, I don′t know what made him fork out for your little adventure in the first place.″
Julian refused to rise to the bait. ″Nor do I,″ he said. He steeled himself to say what he had to. ″Look, couldn′t you scrape up a few hundred?″
Her eyes flashed. ″You stupid little bastard,″ she said. ″You touch my father for twenty thousand, you live in the house he bought, you eat the food I buy, and then you come to me for money! I have just about enough to live on, and you want to take that away. Christ.″ She looked away from him in disgust.
But Julian had taken the plunge now—he had nothing to lose. ″Look, you could sell something,″ he pleaded. ″Your car would raise enough for me to set the gallery up perfectly. You hardly ever use it. Or some of the jewelry you never wear.″
″You make me sick.″ She looked back at him, and her lips flared in a sneer. ″You can′t earn money, you can′t paint, you can′t manage a bloody picture shop—″
″Shut up!″ Julian was on his feet, his face white with anger. ″Stop it!″ he shouted.
″You know what else you can′t do, don′t you?″ she said. She pressed on remorselessly, turning the blade in the old wound to see it bleed afresh. ″You can′t screw!″ The last word was shouted, flung in his face like a blow. She stood up in front of him, untied the cord of her robe, and let the garment slip from her shoulders to the floor. She took the weight of her breasts in her hands, caressing them with her splayed fingers. She looked into his eyes.
″Could you do it to me now?″ she said softly. ″Could you?″
Rage and frustration made him dumb. His lips stretched bloodlessly across his mouth in a rictus of humiliated fury.
She put one hand on her pubis and thrust her hips forward at him. ″Try and do it, Julian,″ she said in the same seductive tone. ″Try and get it up for me.″
His voice was half a whisper, half a sob. ″You bitch,″ he said. ″You bloody woman, you bitch.″
He rushed down the back stairs to the integral garage, the memory of the row a twisting pain inside him. He flicked the switch that lifted the garage door, and got into Sarah′s car. She was the kind of person who always left the keys in the ignition.
He had never borrowed her car before, having been reluctant to ask; but now he took it unrepentantly. If she didn′t like it, she would have to lump it.
″Cow,″ he said
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