last month on the scratched hardwood floor of the sanctuary, wincing at the high-pitched squeal of pixy children as they swarmed into the nook of my desk that I had just opened up. They werenât moving in for the winter yet, but Matalina was getting a jump on prepping my desk. I couldnât blame her for the fall cleaning. I didnât use my desk much, and there was more dust gathering than work done at it.
The urge to sneeze took me, and I held my breath, eyes watering until the feeling evaporated. Thank you, God. I glanced at Jenks at the front of the church, where he was keeping a fair number of his younger kids busy, and out of the way, with decorating the sanctuary for Halloween. He was a good dad, a part of him that was easy to overlook when he was out busting bad guys with me. I hoped I found half as good a man when I was ready to start a family.
The memory of Kistenâblue eyes smilingâswam up, and my heart seemed to clench. It had been months, but reminders of him still came fast and hard. And I didnât even know where the thought of children had come from. There wouldnât have been any with Kisten, unless wefell back on the age-old tradition of borrowing a girlfriendâs brother or husband for a night, practices born long before the Turn, when to be a witch would sign your death warrant. But now even that hope was gone.
Jenks met my eyes, and a gentle dusting of gold contentment slipped from him as he watched Matalina. His pretty wife looked great. She had been fine all this summer, but I knew Jenks was watching her like the proverbial hawk with the onset of the cold. Matalina barely looked eighteen, but pixy life spans were a mere twenty years, and it made me heartsick that it was only a matter of time before weâd be doing this with Jenks as well. A secure territory and steady food supply could do only so much in lengthening their lives. We were hoping that by removing the need for them to hibernate they all would benefit, but there was a limit to what good living, willow bark, and fern seed could do.
Turning away before Jenks could see my misery, I put my hands on my hips and stared at my cluttered desk.
ââScuse me,â I said, pitching my voice high as I edged my hands among the darting shapes of Matalinaâs eldest daughters. They were chatting so fast that it sounded like they were speaking another language. âLet me get those magazines out of your way.â
âThank you, Ms. Morgan!â one hollered cheerfully, and I carefully pulled out the stack of Modern Witchcraft for Todayâs Young Woman out from under her as she rose up. I never read them, but I hadnât been able to turn down the kid on my doorstep. I hesitated with the stack in my arms, not knowing if I should throw them out or put them next to my bed to someday read, maybe, finally dumping them on the swivel chair to deal with later.
A fluttering of black paper rose up as Jenks flew into the rafters with a small paper bat trailing after him by a thin thread. The smell of rubber cement mixed with the spicy scent of chili slow-cooking in the Crock-Pot Ivy had bought at a yard sale, and Jenks taped the string to a beam before dropping down for another. The swirl of silk and four-part harmony pulled my attention back to my desk, now barren, making the tiny nooks and drawers a pixy paradise done in oak. âAll set, Matalina?â I asked, andthe tiny woman smiled with a duster made from the fluff of a dandelion in her hand.
âThis is wonderful,â she said, her wings a blur of nothing. âYou are too generous, Rachel. I know how much of a bother we all are.â
âI like you staying with us,â I said, knowing Iâd find pixy tea parties in my spice drawer before the week was through. âYou make everything more alive.â
âNoisy, rather,â she said, sighing as she looked to the front of the church and the papers Ivy had spread to protect the
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