did it. He looked down at her shining eyes and her full lips, and the next second his arms closed around her and he was tasting those lips. She went rigid, and somewhere in the back of Jasonâs brain a thought knocked to be let in. A thought that maybe this was the dumbness talking and maybe this wasnât such a good idea after all.
For the first time in his life, he was on the verge of stepping back and apologising for kissing an attractive woman.
And he might have done too, if not for the fact that she started to kiss him back.
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Something inside Kellyâs head was screaming at her, tugging at her frantically, telling her to pull away, have a little dignity. She slapped whatever it was into silence by snaking her arms around Jasonâs neck and pulling him closer.
Oh, sheâd forgotten just how good this could be. Just how simple and uncomplicated and wonderful a first kiss could be.
It had been more than a decade since sheâd had one of those. And, in the interim, kissing had turned from blissful and passionate to comfortable and familiar and finally to infrequent and guilt ridden. On Timâs part, anyway. At the time she hadnât known why heâd avoided her touch. In her darker moments sheâd thought heâd been put off by the thought of kissing a woman whoâd just been diagnosed with cancer.
But thisâshe sighed against his lipsâthis was perfect.
Then a chink of reality invaded her lovely warm haze.
This was also her boss. Wonderful as it might be, this was definitely not âsimple and uncomplicatedâ.
Heâd shocked her, though. The moment sheâd responded to him heâd stilled, as if he was surprised. Odd, when heâd been the one to initiate the kiss, when surely that was what heâd been slowly building up to all evening. The stillness hadnât lasted long, however. Moments later heâd pulled her to him and shown her just how high and how hot the flames of their insane chemistry could burn. She was surprised the illuminated Tube sign above their heads hadnât exploded in a shower of sparks.
The kiss quickly deepened into something more primalâand far less decent. If they kept this up, they were in danger of getting arrested.
It seemed Jason had come to the same conclusion because he pulled away. âWhich way is home?â he whispered in a husky voice that sent shivers down her spine.
That was the logical conclusion to what theyâd just started, she knew. Theyâd gone way beyond a polite, end-of-a-first-date kiss, even though theyâd skipped the date and gone straight for the lip action. But suddenly that wonderful something sheâd been feeling congealed and became much more cold and slimy.
She couldnât take this guy home with her! What was she thinking?
More importantly, what was he thinking?
Scratch that. She knew exactly what Jason was thinking, and she needed to put him straight fast. She unhooked her hands from around his neck and dragged herself from him, backing away a few steps to put some distance between them. Maybe she should have felt better to see that, far from being slick and in control, he seemed to be just as disoriented as she was, but she didnât. She didnât want to feel any kind of sympathy for him at this moment. She needed to be angry with him. Because if she was angry with Jason, she couldnât be angry at herself for being so weak and stupid.
âWeâre not doing this,â she told him shakily.
Jason just looked a little confused.
âI told you it was a bad idea,â she reminded him. âAgainst my personal policyâand it really should be against yours too!â
âI remember what you said,â he replied, âbut that was before you were on the verge of ripping my shirt open. I kinda guessed youâd had a rethink on those rules of yours.â
Thinking hadnât been any part of the equation, unfortunately. But,
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