upscale. Good-quality housing. But itâs hardly one-of-a-kind. There are a lot of towns upstate that are very much like it.â
âI donât know. Rosewood just says âhomeâ to me. Itâs the best kind of place to live, clean and attractive. The streets are safe. The schools are top-notch. Itâs a town any man would choose as the place to raise his family.â
âAnd that was what you wanted. A family. A big oneâ¦â
âYeah.â
âAnd Carly didnât want kids?â
âShe said she did. But she kept putting it offâuntil it was too late. Whenever I mentioned getting started on our family, she would say she wasnât ready. First, she said the house we bought wasnât big enough for a family. We bought the house next door, tore our house down and built Carlyâs dream house on both lots. Once the house was built, I brought up the idea of kids again. She said she wanted the houseto be perfect firstâ¦.â There. Heâd said it. The p word. He repeated it. âPerfect. That was always the main push with her. Carly wantedâ needed âfor things to be perfect.â
ââ¦And youâd already had more than enough perfection to last you a lifetime.â
He sat back in his chair. âSee? You get it. You get it, exactly. Carly wanted it all to be perfectâand I wanted anything but. It was sad, really. The timing was never right for Carly and me. At the end, when it was too late for me, then she started making those âletâs have a babyâ noises. And by then, I could only say no, that our marriage was in trouble and we needed to deal with that firstâat which point sheâd clam right up on me, paste on a bright smile and change the subject. I feltâ¦sympathy for her. Even then. I honestly did. She wanted so badly to please, you know?â
Megan was nodding, her eyes so soft. âYeah. I know.â
âShe was always dieting like crazy, to get into her size two designer clothes. She knocked herself out trying to get my mother to like and respect her. I told her that would never happen, that Vanessa Wright Banning didnât like anybody and only respects people she considers above her on the social scale. But Carly kept trying. She just wouldnât quit. She took cooking lessons and became a gourmet chef. Iâd come home every night to a four-course meal straight out of Bon Apétit magazineâa meal Carly herself would hardly touch. And then there was her familyâ¦.â
Megan looked thoughtful. âYou know, sheâs never mentioned her family to me.â
âTo me, either.â
âWait a minute. I donât think Iâm following.â
âIâm saying that to this day, I know pretty much zip about the Aldersons. Carlyâs family was always off-limits between us. When Iâd ask about them, sheâd either change the subject or find some other way to evade the issue. I wanted to get to know them a little, to see the town where she grew up. There was always some reason why we couldnât go there. I met her mother, Antoinette, once. Can you believe that? Once. At our engagement party. Some family emergency came up and Antoinette couldnât make it to the wedding. I never had a damn clue what the emergency was, even. Carly just said there was one. No details, no explanations.â
Megan was quiet for a moment. What was she thinking? He couldnât tell. Finally, she said, âIâm sorry, Greg.â
He didnât feel the least encouraged by her tone. âWhat does that mean?â
âIt means I wish it had worked out for you and Carly. I truly do.â Meganâs voice was low. And much too careful.
And suddenly, he felt anger rising. âYou know what? Being sorry isnât going to make everything okay again. I hate that it turned out this way, because I always believed that when I said âI do,â it would mean
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